Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
"Why don't you strike?" he cried out. "You've got your stick; strike,
man, strike!"
It seemed an hour before the answer came, in a voice scarcely
recognizable as that of Jasper Musk, it was so low and calm; yet there
was an intensity in the deep, slow tones that matched the fearful
intensity of the fixed light eyes; and the massive face was still and
livid from the short steel beard to the virile silver hair.
"Oh, yes, I'll strike!" hissed Musk. "I'll strike! I'll strike!" And he
struck with his eyes until the other's fell once more; until the guilty
man collapsed headlong in his chair, his arms upon the table, and his
face upon his arms. "But I'll strike in my own way, thank you," Musk
went on, "and in my own good time. You shall smart a bit first--learn
what it's like to suffer--taste hell upon earth in case there's no hell
for bloody murderers beyond! How I wish you could see yourself! How I
wish your precious flock could see you--and they shall. Whited sepulchre
. . . filthy hypocrite . . . living lie!"
Deliberately chosen, with long pauses between, with many a rejection of
the word that came uppermost--the worse word that was too strong to
sting--these measured epithets carved round the heart that unbridled
abuse would have stabbed and stunned. Carlton could hide his face, but
he quivered where he sprawled, and the other nodded in savage
self-esteem.
"Not that I had ought to be surprised," continued Musk; "it's what might
have been expected of a Jesuit in disguise; the only wonder is I didn't
suspect you from the first. I never set up for being a charitable man;
but that seems I was a damned sight too charitable towards you. I
thought no wrong, whatever else I may have thought of you and your ways.
No; I may have jeered, I may have been vexed, but my mind wasn't nasty
enough for that. God! that I can keep my stick off you, when I remember
the choir practices, and the organ practices, and the Bible classes, and
the Young Women's Christian Association. Sounds well, don't it? Young
Women's Christian Association! Now we know what it meant; now we know
what it all means, church and parsons, religion and all; a sink of
iniquity and a set of snivelling, whining, licentious----"
"Stop!" cried Carlton, manned at last, and on his feet to enforce the
word. "Say what you please of me, do what you will to me. Nothing is too
bad for me--I deserve the very worst. But abuse my Church you shall not,
in my hearing."
"His Church!" sneered Musk. "A lot you've done to make me respect it,
haven't you? My God, can you stand there looking at me as if I were in
the wrong instead o' you? Do you know what you've done, and confessed to
doing? You've murdered my girl, just as much as though you'd taken and
cut her throat, you have: more, you've murdered her body and soul, you
that snivel about the soul! And you can stand there and whine about your
Church! Is that all you've got to say for yourself--to the father of the
woman you've ruined to her grave?"
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