Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Ah, yes, for he had gone! In the distance a gate had squealed, and shut
with a rattle; the sound had lain in his ear; now it sank to the brain.
Now, too, another sound, intermittent all this time, but meaningless
hitherto, assumed a like significance. This was the continued rustling
of a newspaper, as the wind whisked in at the open door and out by the
open window in invisible harlequinade. The man's mind fled back a
little lifetime of minutes. And he recalled the last puff and rustle,
and the quick falling of his own hand upon the paper, which lay on his
desk, as the last event of a past era of his existence--the last act of
Robert Carlton, hypocrite!
And what was the peril that had made the final demand upon his caution
and his cunning? It was a new irony to perceive at once that it had
existed chiefly in guilty imagination; to remove the paper, and to
reveal nothing more incriminating than the parish register of deaths,
with an unfinished entry in his own hand, a spatter of ink in place of a
name, and some round white blisters lower down the leaf. Yet this it was
that had brought Carlton to his knees an hour ago; and it brought him to
his knees again, not at the desk of formal prayer, but here at his table
as before.
"Father have mercy on me," he prayed, "for I neither deserve nor desire
any mercy from man!"
IV
MIDSUMMER NIGHT
And while he knelt the situation was developing, with unforeseen and
truly merciful rapidity, in an utterly unsuspected quarter; thus an
aggressive knock at the inner door came in a sense as an answer to the
prayer it interrupted.
The rectory servants consisted at this time of a small but entire family
employed wholesale out of pure philanthropy. And this was the mother,
red-hot in her cheap crape, to say that she had heard everything--could
not help hearing--and that house was no longer any place for respectable
women and an honest lad--no, not if they had to sleep in the fields. So
the lad had got their boxes on a barrow, but he would bring it back. And
they would go, all of them, to Lakenhall Union, sooner than stay another
hour in that house of shame.
Mr. Carlton produced his cash-box without a word, and counted out a
month's wages for each in addition to arrears. The poor woman made a
gallant stand against the favour, but, submitting, returned to her
kitchen of her own accord, and to her master's study in a quarter of an
hour, to tell him she had laid the table, and there was a wire cover
over the meat.
"And may God forgive you, sir!" cried she at parting. "I couldn't have
believed it if I hadn't heard it from your own lips with my own ears!"
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