Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
"Well, then," rejoined Fuller, "if you prefer it, and for the sake of
argument, look at a poor old feller like me. What should _I_ ha' done
without you, reverend? I don't come to church, yet you take no offence
when I tell you why, but you argue the point like a rare 'un, and you
lend me the paper just the same. The Reverend Jackson wouldn't ha' done
it, though I durs'n't stay away in his day; he'd have stopped my
livelihood in a week. So don't you fare to make yourself out worse than
you are, reverend; you've done wrong, I allow, but so did Solomon, and
so did David; and weren't so quick to own up to it, either! Like them,
you've done good, too, and plenty of it, and that sha'n't be forgotten
if I can help it. As for the poor young thing that's gone----"
"Don't name her, I beg!"
"Very well, sir, I won't. I'm as sorry as the rest o' the parish; but we
shouldn't be unfair because we're sorry. They may say what they like,
but a man of my experience knows that nine times out of ten the woman's
more to blame----"
"Out of my house!"
Carlton had leapt to his feet, was standing at his full height for the
first time that night, and pointing sternly to the door. His face was
white with passion. The saddler's jaw dropped.
"What, sir?" he gasped.
"Out of my sight--this instant!"
"For sayun----"
"For daring to say one half of what you have said! It's my own fault.
I've spoilt you; but out you go."
Fuller rose slowly, amazed, bewildered, and mortified to the quick. He
was a kind-hearted man, but he had all the superior peasant's obstinacy
and self-conceit: the one had helped to bring him to the clergyman's
side, the other to wag his tongue. Yet his sympathy was genuine enough;
and the theory, of which the bare hint had spilled vials of wrath upon
his head, was in fact his profound conviction. Smarting vanity,
however, was the absorbing sensation of the moment. And for the next
hour the saddler could have returned every few minutes with some fresh
retort; but in the moment of humiliation he could not rise above a
grumble:
"I might as well have thrown stones with the rest!"
"Better," the clergyman cried after him. "You had a right to punish me;
to pity and excuse me you had none. Least of all----"
He broke off, and stood at his door till the quick steps stopped, and
the gate clattered, and the steps died away. The night was dark, and
this end of the village already very still: the Plough and Harrow was
nearer the other. The wind had not fallen; a murmur of very distant
thunder came with it from the west. Nearer home a peewit called, and
Robert Carlton caught himself wondering whether there would be rain
before morning.
V
THE MAN ALONE
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