Our advent discovered a crust of ice and snow to our feet, and a mortal
sharpness in the air that was like a tonic. During those three or four
days since our coming, a thaw had befallen which left thoroughfares
a discouraging swale of mire, and made going about a foulest possible
employ. Withal, as though sponsor for the softening temperature, there
descended a fog--fairly a hash of misty rain that one might wash one's
face in--and the air was as full of water as a sponge.
These were no true conditions for the General, with lungs never the
hardiest, and whose health was more than commonly broken by the blow
of his wife's death. She was soundly, deeply sleeping in her grave in
Tennessee, and the new sods above her counted but twelve weeks for their
age, when we rode into Washington. She had heard the guns and the music
which told of her hero's triumph; and then, heart-stricken of shafts
of slander aimed against her sinlessness by an opposition willing to
conquer with black means, she bowed her gentle head and passed. She
was not to multiply a White House honor by sharing it, and left her
lover-husband to go his presidential way alone unlighted of her eyes.
Those dark scenes at the Hermitage when the General's angel went from
us, and storms of grief--so utter, so beyond repair!--fair beat upon him
to a point which all but laid him beneath the grass-roots to keep her
company, have neither part nor lot in this relation. They may be guessed
at, however; and the General came forth of them woe-worn and shaken,
and with the thought in his soul that she perished by the venom of his
enemies, who had struck at his fortunes by striking at her pure repute.
After his wife died I had been in the grip of sore concern for the
General. He was but a frail man at his best; he carried lead in his
shoulder and lead in his side--private bullets stopped in private wars,
truly, yet no less, perilous for that--and when on these, plus the angry
work and wrath of a campaign, was laid this funeral farther load, I say,
I trembled for the upcome.
Our way to Washington was to be by the Cumberland and the Ohio to
Pittsburg, and then overland through the mountains, and so along the
Potomac. All Tennessee seemed come to Nashville when we went aboard;
I helping the General--whose weakness was so great he must, despite
vanity, lean visibly on my support.
As he sank exhausted into a chair, and the boat backed off the levee, I
was in blackness for the gloom I felt. I believed he would not live
to see Washington, but fall by the way; I in no sort presupposed those
eight tremendous years when the White House would be to the common folk
as a temple, with him the idle of their adoration. I could not foresee
his marvelous two presidencies, and how, his name brightening with each
added sun and followed by every eye, he would retire again to privacy
and his Hermitage, the best beloved since the even day of Jefferson.
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