And now as I talk to you the tears start. He is dead as I write, and
gone long ago to join his heart in the grave and lie by the side of his
wife; and it comes strangely, even to myself that I, an old man,
and held as one hard and practical and cold, should be so moved of
retrospection. If it were to remember loss and sadness and decay, such
indeed might stand as reason for emotion. But my rearward glances find
only the glory of an ever-climbing, sky-kissed high success. Mayhap it
is the splendor and white gleam of it to bring the tears, as does the
glint of sunshine on the snow.
Yet it half shames my years, these drops of feeling. And for all that,
I well recall how Dale and Overton and Houston and Blair--no meek
souls, these!--were as much commoved when claimed of thoughts of General
Jackson;--such, for his friends, were the soft and softening spells and
powers of the man! The wet eyes of these, stern and rock-hewn, may save
me from the stain of doting weakness. But I loiter--I lose time when
there is none to lose--a wandering delay is the crime common of old age.
Our journey to Washington was disputed by applause at every foot; the
double banks of the Cumberland and the Ohio appeared to have become
alike the rendezvous of South and West and North. Bands brayed and
“committees” came aboard; a dozen times was the boat tied up and the
General borne ashore as on a wave to greet and be greeted of roaring
thousands who hailed him their Messiah of politics and one come for
their redemption. From the first our progress was hedged and canopied of
the never-ceasing shout, “Hurrah! for Jackson!” Night and day it was in
our ears, and our very sleep gave way and fled before it.
To say that through this I held no alarms for the General would be but
an idle picture of my feelings. Verily! I more than once found my heart
in my mouth lest the gusty multitude that struggled and fought to touch
his hand should kill him for mere kindness.
And yet he would thrive and be fat upon it, if such word by any padding
of hyperbole may be made to fit his slim meagerness. His gray eye would
light, his lean cheek show a color, his milky bristle of hair turn more
stiffly, jauntily spinous with each of these encounters. When I would
remonstrate and cite his sick weakness to forbid, he would shake his
head and smile--his closest journey to a laugh. Then he would say:
“Major, you don't know me! These shoutings are as medicine in wine.
These people love me; I take strength from their hands; their applause
is my food and I live and grow heavy by it.”
And so this boisterousness of endorsement went on; and the General
reveled while I sat sour with terror lest from it he sicken and die,
stricken by the very evidences of his popularity. He was right and I was
wrong; he came from this general joy, which with every hour arose and
laid actual hands upon him, as one remade.
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