Pen-portraits of literary women : $b by themselves and others, Volume 2 (of 2)
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Pen-portraits of literary women : $b by themselves and others, Volume 2 (of 2)
Authors, English -- Biography; Women authors, English -- Biography
Every night that winter, I believe, I was writing till two, or even
three, in the morning, obeying always the rule of the house of being
present at the breakfast table as the clock struck eight. Many a time
I was in such a state of nervous exhaustion and distress that I was
obliged to walk to and fro in the room before I could put on paper the
last line of a page, or the last half sentence of an essay or review.
Yet I was very happy. The deep-felt sense of progress and expansion
was delightful; and so was the exertion of all my faculties, and, not
least, that of will, to overcome my obstructions, and force my way to
that power of public speech of which I believed myself more or less
worthy.
HARRIET MARTINEAU: ‘Autobiography.’
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[Sidenote: Discouragement in regard to Political Economy Tales.]
[Sidenote: Her singular resolution.]
When Harriet called upon Mr. W. J. Fox to show him her circular
inviting subscribers for the series, she found that Mr. Charles Fox
had decided to say that he would not publish more than two numbers,
unless a thousand copies of No. 1 were sold in the first fortnight!...
Mr. Fox lived at Dalston. When Harriet left his house, after receiving
this unreasonable and discouraging ultimatum, she “set out to walk the
four miles and a half to the Brewery” [_i. e._, to a house attached
to Whitbread’s establishment, where she was a guest]. “I could not
afford to ride, more or less; but, weary already, I now felt almost
too ill to walk at all. On the road, not far from Shoreditch, I became
too giddy to stand without some support, and I leaned over some dirty
palings, pretending to look at a cabbage-bed, but saying to myself,
as I stood with closed eyes, ‘My book will do yet.’” That very night
she wrote the long, thoughtful, and collected preface to her work.
After she had finished it she sat over the fire in her bedroom, in
the deepest depression; she cried, with her feet on the fender, till
four o’clock, and then she went to bed and cried there till six, when
she fell asleep. But if any person supposes that because the feminine
temperament finds a relief in tears, the fact argues weakness, they
will be instructed by hearing that she was up by half-past eight,
continuing her work, as firmly resolved as ever that it should be
published.
MRS. FENWICK MILLER: ‘Harriet Martineau.’
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[Sidenote: Calm reception of her success.]
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