Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Paul's bedroom was a big attic at the top of the Vicarage, running the
whole width of the house. It was entirely characteristic of him. In
one corner was a large home-made cage for a pair of ring-doves, with a
space in front for their perambulations, fitted with convenient
perches. Under the window was what had been an aquarium, but was now,
after many vicissitudes, temporarily doing duty as a vivarium. It was
a third full of sand and pebbles and soil, and contained plants and a
shallow pool of water, constituting, in its owner's imagination, a
section of African forest for three water-tortoises, a family of green
tree-frogs, and some half-developed tadpoles. Above a writing-desk was
a bookshelf full of cheap editions of the English classics, purchased
largely with prize money won by literary efforts in his school
magazine. The books are worth reviewing, for his father's well-stocked
shelves of Evangelical theology held none such. The great English
poets were all there, with Carlyle, Emerson, Lamb, Machiavelli, Locke,
Macaulay, and a further miscellaneous host. A smaller bookshelf held
MSS. books--three slim volumes of his own verse, one of acrostics
suitable for children's addresses, several of sermon notes, another of
special hymns, choruses and tunes, and two of essays and short stories
which had not seen the light in printer's ink. Paul would have added
"as yet." Bound volumes of his school magazine shone resplendent in
leather, and were sprinkled interiorly with his verse and prose. There
were fencing sticks in a corner, and framed shooting and cadet groups.
A cabinet contained glass jars and medicine bottles of chemicals, and a
much-prized retort stood above it. The mantelpiece was fairly full
with phials of spirit that had a home there, and in which had been
preserved an embryo dog-fish, a newt with three legs, a small
grass-snake, a treasured scorpion (the gift of an African missionary),
and the like. Lastly, over the bed was a text. That, principally of
all these treasures, was to go with its owner to Cambridge.
Paul that night sat on his little bed and looked around him. The last
minutes of the eve of the great to-morrow had really come at last. He
well remembered the hours in this room, during which the things that
were now largely accomplished had seemed to him overwhelming obstacles
in the race. The open scholarship, the school exhibitions, the Little
Go--all these were past. There stretched ahead the Tripos and the
Bishop's Examinations, but in imagination these were lesser
difficulties than those already surmounted. Linked with them were his
other ambitions, his writing, his preaching, and a vista of endless
years. Like a traveller who has reached a hill-top, he viewed the
peaks ahead.
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