Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Paul looked down on the letter in his hand. The ill-formed sprawling
handwriting addressed it to P. Kestern, Esq., with several
underlinings. He turned it over curiously, not in the least aware that
the amazing thing was that this should be the first of its kind for him
to handle. Then he broke the envelope and drew out first the
photograph.
It had been badly and amateurishly snapped on a sunny day. The shadows
were under-exposed, the lights far too strong. It showed part of a
punt moored beneath the trees of a river bank, and one girl wholly,
another in part, who lay stretched out at the far end. She in part, he
decided, was Maud. Edith lay laughing unrestrainedly, one hand above
her head gripping an overhanging branch, the other trailing in a black
shade that was undoubtedly (from the context, so to speak) water. A
plait of her hair lay across her shoulder. She did not look
particularly pretty, but she did look jolly. Paul turned the
photograph over. On the back he read: "From A. V." The inscription
jarred on him. From Albert Vintner. Mentally, he could see Albert, in
white flannels, a collar, a made tie, and brown shoes, taking it. A
thoroughly good fellow, converted, earnest, but---- Yet he loathed
himself for that "but."
He opened the half-sheet of paper that had enwrapped it. He was
distinctly curious to see what she would say. He did not guess for a
moment how long she had taken to say it.
"Here is the snap" (she had written, without introduction). "I look a
lanky thing, and did not know that ('he' erased) it was being taken
just then. Do you remember that you had gone on up the river, rowing
your father and mother and Mr. and Miss Ernest? I did so wish I had
been in your boat! And at tea you pretended I was not to have a cream
bun! But it was a jolly day, wasn't it? and if the photo helps you to
remember _that_ and think kindly at Cambridge of all of us at Claxted,
I am glad for you to have it.
"Yours sincerely,
"EDITH."
Paul smiled. Then he frowned. He re-read the letter several times and
looked again at the photograph. Then he folded the one in the other,
and placed them in the inner recess of a new pocket-book. Then he
reached for a Bible from which to read his evening Scripture Union
portion.
CHAPTER II
CAMBRIDGE
We no sooner get into the second Chamber, which I shall call the
Chamber of Maiden-Thought, than we become intoxicated with the light
and the atmosphere; we see nothing but pleasant wonders, and think of
delaying there for ever in delight. However ... this Chamber of
Maiden-Thought becomes gradually darkened, and at the same time, on all
sides of it, many doors are set open--but all dark--all leading to dark
passages. We see not the balance of good and evil--we are in a
mist--we feel the "burden of the Mystery" ...--KEATS: _Letters_, May,
1818.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account