Of what use would wings be to him who is fast bound in iron fetters? He
must still despair, and despair with deeper melancholy. I lay like
Taffner by his stronghold, far removed from any earthly consolation,
starving in the midst of riches. They gave me no enjoyment; I cursed
them; they had cut me off from mankind. Concealing my gloomy secret
within me, I trembled before the meanest of my servants, whom I could not
but envy: for he had his shadow, and could show himself in the sun. Alone
in my apartments, I mourned through harassing days and nights, and
anguish fed upon my heart.
One individual was constantly sorrowing under my eyes. My faithful
Bendel ceased not to torment himself with silent reproaches that he had
deceived the confidence of his generous master, and had not recognized
him whom he was sent to seek, and with whom my mournful fate seemed
strongly intertwined. I could not blame him: I recognized too well in
that event the mysterious nature of the unknown being.
But, to leave nothing untried, I sent Bendel with a costly brilliant ring
to the most celebrated painter in the city, requesting he would pay me a
visit. He came--I ordered away my servants--locked the door--sat myself
by him; and after praising his art, I came with a troubled spirit to the
great disclosure, having first enjoined on him the strictest secresy.
"Mr. Professor," I began, "can you paint a false shadow for one, who in
the most luckless way in the world has lost his own?" "You mean a
reflected shadow?"--"To be sure." "But," he added, "through what
awkwardness, or what negligence, could he lose his own shadow?"--"How it
happened," replied I, "that does not matter, but--" I impudently began
again with a lie,--"last winter, when he was travelling in Russia, it
froze so severely, during the extraordinary cold, that his shadow was
frozen to the ground, and it was impossible for him to get it free."
"And I," said the professor, "could only make him a sheet shadow, which
he would be apt to lose again on the slightest motion; especially for one
whose genuine shadow was so badly fixed, as must be inferred from your
account; the simplest and wisest determination for him who has no shadow,
is not to go in the sun." He stood up and walked away, after having sent
through me a piercing glance which I could not endure. I sunk back on my
chair, and veiled my face with my hands.
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