It was a considerable time before he could fight his way behind his own
singing happiness into any detailed consideration of the facts.
He was in touch with real life at last, had it in both hands like a
magic ball of crystal, after which for so long he had been searching.
Where had he been all his life, fancying that this was love and that?
That ridiculous touching of hands over a tea-cup, that fancied glance at
a crowded party, that half uttered suggested exchange of gimcrack
phrases? And this! Why, he could not have stopped himself had he wished!
None of the old considered caution to which he had now grown so
accustomed that it had seemed like part of his very soul, could have any
say in this. He was committed up to his very boots in the thing, and he
was glad, glad, glad!
Meanwhile he had lost his way. He pulled himself up short. He had been
walking just in any direction. He was in a far part of the garden. A
lawn in the twilight like dark glass beneath whose surface green water
played, stretched between scattered trees and beds of flowers now grey
and shadowy. Sparks of fire were already scattered across a sky that was
smoky with coils of mist as though some giant train had but now
thundered through on its journey to Paradise. Little whistles of wind
stole about the garden making secret appointments among the trees.
Somewhere near to him a fountain was splashing, and behind the lingering
liquid sound of it he could hear the merry-go-round and the drum. He
cared little about the dance now, but in some fashion he must pass the
time until nine-thirty when he would see her friend and learn what he
might do.
Her friend? A sudden agitation held him. Her friend? Had she a lover?
Was that all that there was behind this--that she had married in haste,
for money, luxury, to see the world, perhaps, and now that she had had a
month of it with that miserable bag-of-bones and his painted, talkative
father, discovered that she could not endure it and called to her aid
some earlier lover? Was that all that his fine knight-errantry came to
that he should assist in some vulgar ordinary intrigue? He stopped,
standing beside a small white gate that led out from the garden into the
road. It was as though the gate held him from the outer world and he
would never pass through it until this was decided for him. Her face
came before him as she had sat there on the other side of the table, as
it had been when their glances met. No, he did not doubt her for an
instant.
Whatever her experiences of the last month she was pure in heart and
soul as some child at her mother's knee. She had her pride, her pluck,
her resolve, but also, above all else, her innocent simplicity, her
ignorance of all the evil in the world. And as though the most urgent
problem of all his life had been solved, he gave the little white gate
a push and stepped through it into the open road.
II
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