Post-Biblical Hebrew Literature: An Anthology — John Shaqi
Post-Biblical Hebrew Literature: An Anthology
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Post-Biblical Hebrew Literature: An Anthology
Hebrew literature -- Translations into English
O thou who inquirest about my peace, draw nigh, and hearken! My roaming
is as the sea’s. If thy heart were as adamant, it would melt from my
affliction. How canst thou think I am alive, while thou knowest my
languishment? Alas! I dwell in the midst of a people that thinks my
right hand is my left. I am interred, but not in a desert—my coffin is
within my house. I am motherless and fatherless, distressed and lonely,
young and poor. Alone, without a brother, I have no other friend but my
thoughts. I mix my flowing tears with blood, and then my wine is mixed
with tears. I thirst for a friend, but I shall be consumed ere my thirst
is slaked. The heavens and their host prevent me from attaining my
desire. I am counted like a stranger or sojourner, my dwelling is
amongst ostriches; among the crooked and the fools, who think that they
are very wise: the one gives to drink the venom of asps, the other,
flattering, smooths the head; but he lays an ambush in his heart, though
he says to thee: ‘I pray thee, my lord.’ They are a people whose fathers
I would disdain to set with the dogs of my flock. Their faces never
blush with shame, unless they are dyed with scarlet. Like giants are
they in their sight, in my sight they are like locusts. When I take up
my parable, they chide me, as they would chide a Greek: ‘Speak a tongue
that we understand, for this speech is of an Ashkelonite.’
I shall now crush them as mire, for my tongue is like a sharp spear. If
their ear is deaf to me, of what avail can be my bell? Unworthy are
their necks to be adorned with the gold of my crescents.
Oh that the fools would open their mouth to receive the spring-rain of
my clouds! My perfume would I drop on them, my saffron and my cinnamon.
Woe unto knowledge, woe to me! In the midst of such a people do I dwell!
They count the knowledge of God as witchcraft and as sorcery.
I therefore lament and wail, I lie all night in sackcloth. I am bowed
down as a bulrush, and fast on the second and fifth days of every week.
What shall I hope for, while I live? in what then shall I put my faith?
Mine eye roams about in this world, but it beholds not what I desire. Oh
death is precious in my sight, because I disdain this earth. If my heart
turns to her ways, may my tongue cleave to my palate! My soul rejects
her glory, for her honor is disgrace in mine eyes. I never shall rejoice
in her, my pride shall not exult in her, even if the constellations
would call to me: ‘Turn in, and sit with us, O lord.’ For this earth has
become to me as a yoke upon my neck. What else is left me in this world,
except to endure my blindness?
My soul complains aloud, for it found not as yet my abode. I am weary of
my life, and loathe that my flesh should lord over me. For its rejoicing
is my grief; and when it sorrows, I rejoice. I seek to know, and I shall
find true knowledge when my flesh and vigor are gone. For after grief
comes relief, after leanness comes my nourishment.
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