Pray You, Sir, Whose Daughter?Gardener, Helen H. (Helen Hamilton)
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Pray You, Sir, Whose Daughter?
Gardener, Helen H. (Helen Hamilton)
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any lapse of respect in attitude toward her, the entire unconsciousness
of the insult to her whole nature, in his assumption of a divine right
of individual growth and development to which she had no claim, stung
her beyond all power of speech. The very fact that he had no
comprehension of the affront himself, added to it its utterly hopeless
feature. The love of a man offered on such terms is an insult, she said,
over and over to herself; but aloud she said nothing.
She had heard, vaguely, through her tumult of feeling, his terms of
endearment, his appeals to her tenderness and--alas! unfortunately for
him--his apologies for having taken her to such a place. She became
distinctly aware of these latter first and it steadied her. They had
reached Washington Square.
"Yes, that revelation in Mulberry Street was a horrible shock to me,"
she said, looking at him for the first time since they had entered the
carriage; "but, do you know, I think there are more shocking things than
even that done in the name of love every day--things as heartless and
offensively uncomprehending of what is fine and true in life as that
wretched woman's conduct with the lifeless form of her baby."
He recognized a hard ring in her voice, but her eyes looked kind and
gentle.
"How do you mean?" he asked, touching her hand as it lay on her empty
purse in her lap.
"I don't believe I could ever make you understand what I mean, we are so
hopelessly far apart," she said, a little sadly. "That an explanation
is necessary--that is the hopeless part. That that poor woman did not
comprehend that her conduct and callousness were shocking--_that_ was
the hopeless part. To make you understand what I mean would be like
making her understand all the hundreds of awful things that her conduct
meant to us. If it is not in one's nature to comprehend without words,
then words are useless."
His vehement protests stirred her sympathy again.
"You say that love brings people near together. Do you know I am
beginning to think that nothing could be a greater calamity than that?
Drawn together by a love that rests on a physical basis for those who
refuse to allow it root in a common sympathy and a community of thought
it must fail sooner or later. A humbled acceptance of the crumbs of
her husband's life, or a resentful endurance of it, may result from
the accursed faithfulness or the pitiful dependence of wives, but
surely--surely no greater calamity could befall her and no worse fate
lie in wait for him."
Her lover stared at her, pained and puzzled. When they reached her door
he grasped her hand.
"I thought you loved me last night, and I went away in an ecstasy of
hope. Today--"
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