English poetry -- 19th century -- History and criticism; Pre-Raphaelitism in literature
Then a sudden remorse came to this painter, who was at heart a
religious man. He said to himself: "Here, God has given me the power to
paint beautiful things; and I have been painting only those beautiful
things which please the senses of men. Therefore I have been doing
wrong. Henceforward I will paint only things which represent eternal
truth, the things of Heaven."
After that he began to paint only religious and mystical pictures, and
pictures which common people could not understand at all. The people no
longer came to admire his work; the princes no longer paid him honour
or brought him gifts; and he became as one forgotten in the world.
Moreover, he found himself losing his power as an artist. And then, to
crown all his misfortunes, some of his most famous pictures were ruined
one day by the extraordinary incident of a church fight; for two great
Italian clans between whom a feud existed, happened to meet in the
church porch, and a blow was struck and swords were drawn--and there
was such killing that the blood of the fighters was splashed upon the
paintings on the wall.
When all these things had happened, the artist despaired. He became
weary of life, and thought of destroying himself. And while he was
thus thinking, there suddenly entered his room, without any sound, the
figure of a woman robed in green and grey; and she stood before him and
looked into his eyes. And as she looked into his eyes, an awe came upon
him such as he had never before known; and a great feeling of sadness
also came with the awe. But he could not speak, any more than a person
in a dream, who wants to cry out, and cannot make a sound. But the
woman spoke and said to him, "I am your own soul--that soul to whom you
have done so much wrong. And I have been allowed to come to you in this
form, only because you have never been of those men who make art merely
to win money. To win fame, however, you did not scruple; and that was
not altogether good, although it was not altogether bad. What was much
worse was the pride which turned you away from me--religious pride.
You wanted to do what God did not ask you to do--to work against your
own soul, and to cast away your love of beauty. Into me God placed the
desire of loveliness and the bliss of the charm of the world. Wherefore
then should you strive against His work? And what pride impelled you to
imagine that heaven needed the help of your art to teach men what is
good? When did God say to you, Friend, let me lean upon you, or I shall
fall down? No; it is by teaching men to seek and to love the beautiful
things in this beautiful world that you make their hearts better within
them--never by preaching to them with allegories that they cannot
understand; and because you have done this, you have been punished. Be
true to me, your own very soul; then you will do marvellous things. Now
paint a picture of me, just as I am, so that you may know that your
power of art is given back to you."
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