Priscilla and Charybdis: A Story of AlternativesMoore, Frank Frankfort
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Priscilla and Charybdis: A Story of Alternatives
Moore, Frank Frankfort
Fiction
Of course she had no idea that she was on the verge of hysteria; but her
father would have known, if he had had any experience of the range
of human emotion outside the profitable working of a large farm, that
hysteria must be the sequel to that unnatural calm which his daughter
had shown on learning that the man to whom she had bound herself was
dead.
It was not, however, until she had reached her home and had gone very
slowly upstairs to her room, that the buzzing and the lilting and the
tinkling of tunes in her ears rushed together in a horrible terrifying
jingle, and she cried out, flinging herself upon her bed in a paroxysm
of wild tears and falsetto sobs. The reaction had come, and borne her
down beneath its mad rush upon her.
When she became calm once more she had a sense of having been absurdly
weak in failing to keep herself well in hand. She could not understand
how it was that she had let herself behave so foolishly. If the man had
been her lover she could not have been more upset by the news of his
death, she thought.
But the thing had happened, however, and she felt that she might rest
confident that it would never happen again. So she bathed her face and
brushed her hair and set herself down to her newspapers on the seat at
her open window. The sky was blue above the Downs, and the rain had left
in the air a clean taste. In the meadow there were countless daffodils,
and the afternoon sun was glistening upon the rain drops in their bells
and on the blades of the emerald grasses of the slope. From the great
brown field that was being ploughed came the rich smell of moist earth
and the varying notes of the ploughman’s words to his team. When he got
to the end of the furrow nearest to the farmhouse she heard his words
clearly; then he turned, and his voice became indistinct as he plodded
slowly on in the other direction. From the clumps of larch in the
paddock came the cawing of innumerable rooks, but the song of the lark
fell to her ears from the blue sky itself.
She sat for a long time with the newspapers in her lap. She had not for
many months felt so restful as she did now. It seemed to her that she
had been in prison for more than a year. She had heard through iron bars
all the sounds that were now coming from the earth and the air and the
sky, but she had not been able to enjoy them; on the contrary, they had
irritated her, reminding her of the liberty which had once been hers,
but which (she had felt) she was never again to know.
And now...
She sat there living in the luxury of that sense of freedom which had
come to her--that sense of restfulness--of exquisite peace--the peace
of God that passeth understanding. It had come to her straight from God,
she felt. Although she had shown but little faith in the goodness of
God, still He had not forgotten her. The words of the hymn came to her
memory:--
‘’God moves in a mysterious way
His wonders to perform,
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