Association of ideas; Memory; Paragrammatism; Psychoanalysis; Psychology, Pathological; Repression (Psychology)
For example, during an officers’ horse-race one of the riders fell
from his horse and was so seriously injured that a few days later he
succumbed to his injuries. His behaviour after regaining consciousness
was remarkable in more than one way, and his conduct previous to the
accident was still more remarkable. He had been greatly depressed by
the death of his beloved mother, had crying spells in the society of
his comrades, and to his trusted friend had spoken of the _tædium
vitæ_. He had wished to quit the service in order to take part in a
war in Africa which had no interest for him.[52] Formerly a keen
rider, he had later evaded riding whenever possible. Finally, before
the horse-race, from which he could not withdraw, he expressed a sad
foreboding, which most expectedly in the light of our conception came
true. It may be contended that it is quite comprehensible without any
further cause that a person in such a state of nervous depression
cannot manage a horse as well as on normal days. I quite agree with
that, only I should like to look for the mechanism of this motor
inhibition through “nervousness” in the intention of self-destruction
here emphasized.
Dr. Ferenczi has left to me for publication the analysis of an
apparently accidental injury by shooting which he explained as an
unconscious attempt at suicide. I can only agree with his deduction:--
“J. Ad., 22 years old, carpenter, visited me on the 18th of January,
1908. He wished to know whether the bullet which pierced his left
temple March 20, 1907, could or should be removed by operation. Aside
from occasional, not very severe, headaches, he felt quite well, also
the objective examination showed nothing besides the characteristic
powder wound on the left temple, so that I advised against an
operation. When questioned concerning the circumstances of the case he
asserted that he injured himself accidentally. He was playing with his
brother’s revolver, and _believing that it was not loaded_ he pressed
it with his left hand against the left temple (he is not left-handed),
put his finger on the trigger, and the shot went off. _There were three
bullets in the six-shooter._
“I asked him how he came to carry the revolver, and he answered that it
was at the time of his army conscription, that he took it to the inn
the evening before because he feared fights. At the army examination
he was considered unfit for service on account of varicose veins,
which caused him much mortification. He went home and played with the
revolver. He had no intention of hurting himself, but the accident
occurred. On further questioning whether he was otherwise satisfied
with his fortune, he answered with a sigh, and related a love affair
with a girl who loved him in return, but nevertheless left him. She
emigrated to America out of sheer avariciousness. He wanted to follow
her, but his parents prevented him. His lady-love left on the 20th of
January, 1907, just two months before the accident.
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