Association of ideas; Memory; Paragrammatism; Psychoanalysis; Psychology, Pathological; Repression (Psychology)
“Despite all these suspicious elements the patient insisted that the
shot was an ‘accident.’ I was firmly convinced, however, that the
neglect to find out whether the revolver was loaded before he began to
play with it, as well as the self-inflicted injury, were psychically
determined. He was still under the depressing effects of the unhappy
love affair, and apparently wanted ‘to forget everything’ in the army.
When this hope, too, was taken away from him he resorted to playing
with the weapon--that is, to an unconscious attempt at suicide. The
fact that he did not hold the revolver in the right but in the left
hand speaks conclusively in favour of the fact that he was really only
‘playing’--that is, he did not wish consciously to commit suicide.”
Another analysis of an apparently accidental self-inflicted wound,
detailed to me by an observer, recalls the saying, “He who digs a pit
for others falls in himself.”[53]
“Mrs. X., belonging to a good middle-class family, is married and has
three children. She is somewhat nervous, but never needed any strenuous
treatment, as she could sufficiently adapt herself to life. One day she
sustained a rather striking though transitory disfigurement of her face
in the following manner: She stumbled in a street that was in process
of repair and struck her face against the house wall. The whole face
was bruised, the eyelids blue and œdematous, and as she feared that
something might happen to her eyes she sent for the doctor. After she
was calmed I asked her, ‘But why did you fall in such a manner?’ She
answered that just before this accident she warned her husband, who
had been suffering for some months from a joint affection, to be very
careful in the street, and she often had the experience that in some
remarkable way those things occurred to her against which she warned
others.
“I was not satisfied with this as the determination of her accident,
and asked her whether she had not something else to tell me. ‘Yes, just
before the accident she noticed a nice picture in a shop on the other
side of the street, which she suddenly desired as an ornament for her
nursery, and wished to buy it at once. She thereupon walked across to
the shop without looking at the street, stumbled over a heap of stones,
and fell with her face against the wall without making the slightest
effort to shield herself with her hands. The intention to buy the
picture was immediately forgotten, and she walked home in haste.’
“‘But why were you not more careful?’ I asked.
“‘Oh!’ she answered, ‘perhaps it was only a punishment for that episode
which I confided to you!’
“‘Has this episode still bothered you?’
“‘Yes, later I regretted it very much; I considered myself wicked,
criminal, and immoral, but at the time I was almost crazy with
nervousness.’
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