Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
She tried to look pleased at this announcement; but a pang crossed
her in spite of herself at the thought of leaving Church-Stile House.
The cottage seemed dull by comparison. True, she should often see
them, and Cathy would be in and out perpetually; but she would no
longer be his guest, sharing in the pleasant every-day life of the
family, making one in their plans, a party to their little jokes and
pleasantries. "It is time for me to go, I am getting spoiled amongst
you all. I feel I have been idle long enough," she said to her
friend afterwards; but somehow she sighed as she said it.
The day at Karlsmere proved as delightful in reality as it was in
anticipation. Garth was in one of his boyish, frolicsome moods. He
and Queenie hunted for ferns, and gathered wild flowers, while
Langley walked thoughtfully beside the margin of the beautiful lake.
It was a golden day in Queenie's memory. How often she recalled that
walk afterwards. The blue shimmering lake, so still and silent in
the sunlight; the winding roads; the steep woody height on the
farther bank; the pretty vicarage with its trim garden and the tiny
church, reminding her of a small ill-furnished room. The tall
athletic figure in the grey suit, vaulting lightly over the crisp
bracken high above them; the handful of wild flowers tossed
laughingly at her feet; Langley standing on a smooth white boulder,
looking with grave unsmiling eyes at the baby waves lapping to her
feet. How well she recalled it all.
"There's Harry coming to meet us," shouted Garth; but Langley did not
hear him. She stood in that strange, self-absorbed attitude,
motionless and oblivious, till Nan ran up to her and pulled her
dress; and then the color rushed over her pale face with surprise,
and she stooped and pressed the child closely to her.
"Little Nan, my dear little Nan," she whispered.
"I am father's Nan," lisped the child. "I am nobody's Nan but
father's. Father's up there," pointing with her fore-finger to the
rocks above them. "He and Jeb are both there. I carried Jeb, but he
was heavy, and my arms did ache."
"Yes, you are father's Nan," repeated Langley dreamily; "father's
little comforter;" and as she kissed the little face a sudden mist
rose before her eyes.
"Why are your eyes wet when you kiss me?" questioned Nan curiously,
"and why do you always kiss me so close, so close? Mammie never
does; but only father, only father and you."
"Hush, Nan; I love you. Do you hear me, Nan? I love you dearly,
dearly." Langley spoke in a strange, stifled voice, but the child
only gazed at her in surprise.
"You need not cry about it. You know father loves me too, but he
never cries over me. Mammie does; but then she pushes me away."
"Ah, poor mother is ill, you know."
Nan reflected a moment gravely. "Yes; her head did ache. She said
'Go away, Nan, you tire me; go to father and Jeb;' and I did go.
Mammie does not love Nan much."
"Oh, hush, my darling, hush! poor mother!"
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