Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"She did often say 'Go away, Nan; Nan is naughty.' But Nan is good,
always good; father says so."
"What are you talking to Langley about, you little chatter-box? Here
is Jeb whining his heart out for you," called out Mr. Chester from
the bank above them. "Stay where you are, pet, and father will come
and carry you."
"Father's coming," echoed Nan placidly. She stood quite quiet and
patiently while he talked to Langley; but when he lifted her in his
arms she seemed to nestle into them with a little coo of content.
Once or twice during their walk her father stooped over her and
peered into the white sun-bonnet rather anxiously.
"She is not quite as strong as she was, and seems to tire sooner," he
said to Langley. "Gertrude tells me I am wrong to let the child go
about so much in the heat. But what am I to do? When I leave her at
home she makes herself ill with fretting. Naughty Nan," in a tone of
infinite tenderness.
"Nan always good," was the somewhat drowsy answer.
"God bless her, so she is, my little white angel. Look at her,
Langley; this is just what she does: she always falls asleep in my
arms like this. Sometimes she is so heavy that I am obliged to put
her down. I wonder how I should feel if I were a poor man on the
tramp, with my child in my arms, and the world before me. I wonder,
too, what mammie would do without us," as Nan opened her dark eyes,
roused by the suppressed vehemence of her father's voice.
"Mammy did say 'Go away, Nan; Nan makes mammy's head to ache.'"
"I am afraid mammy says that far too often," was the somewhat bitter
reply. "It seems hard for a mother never to be able to bear her
child's presence."
"Hush! Miss Marriott will hear you, Harry!" interposed Langley,
gently. Mr. Chester looked round and shook his head.
"No; they are too far behind, and seem engrossed with each other's
conversation. Look here, Langley, we are old friends, and you know
all our troubles, and I tell you truly, things are getting worse
every day."
Langley's pale face turned paler, but she made no answer.
"Sometimes I think if I could only see Gertrude happy and contented I
should not mind what became of me; I wear out my heart to please her.
I do not think she has ever heard a harsh word from me since I
married her; can any husband do more?"
"No, indeed; you are good, very good, to her," was the almost
inaudible reply.
"And yet it has come to this, that I have no wife and no home, for
without sympathy how can one be said to possess either. If she would
only greet me with a smile sometimes; if she had a kind word for me
or this child; but you heard what she said just now. She is a
sensitive little creature, and I fully believe her mother's
indifference pains her."
"Harry, indeed, indeed, you must not be hard upon Gertrude; if you
only knew how she suffers."
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