American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
One of the subjects which had been canvassed and found no professor
was the history of France; but like all French people, they had been
soundly and carefully instructed in history and planned, by putting
all their memories together, to reconstruct the story of their nation.
The meeting was trailing off from serious, purposeful planning to a
discursive attempt to get the list of French kings complete, when one
of the older women spoke to Octavie in a low tone, the quality of which
instantly made silence about them. She said, “But Mlle. Moreau, we
have souls too, souls hard beset.”
Up to this moment Octavie had, as always, dominated the situation! Now
she, who has not been inside a church since she was a child, and who
considers herself thoroughly emancipated from what she calls, “all
that theological nonsense,” was brought up short before the need to
make just such a whole-hearted concession to other people’s ideas as
she had urged on her comrades! She looked hard at the speaker. It was
the foundress of the hospital, Mme. Rouart. From her eyes looked out a
personality just as strong as Octavie’s, and tinctured to the core with
faith. Octavie’s arrogant intellectualism humbled itself at the sight.
She made a gesture of acquiescence and was silent. Mme. Rouart went on,
“We’re of all sorts of belief, but we can all pray.”
Then, after an instant’s pause, she said in a low, trembling voice,
“Let us pray.”
There was an interval of intense silence, during which, so Octavie told
me afterwards, quite without any shade of irony, she “prayed as hard as
any one ... and after that I prayed every evening when the others did.”
“How did _you_ pray?” I asked her, incredulously.
Her definition of prayer was characteristic. “I set every ounce
of will power to calling up all my strength and endurance. It was
wonderful how I felt it rise, when I called,” she said gravely. She
added that on that first evening after her silent plunge to the deep
places of power in her soul, she put both arms around Mme. Rouart’s
neck and kissed her. “I loved her,” she said simply, without attempting
her usual skeptical, corrosive analysis of reasons.
Other kisses were exchanged, soberly, as the stiff, tired women
stumbled to their feet to go to bed. They laid their exhausted bodies
down heavily on the dirty blankets, but in their hearts which had
seemed burned out to ashes with grief, indignation, and despair, there
shone a living spark of purpose. Some time later, into the darkness
came the voice of one of the younger women. “Oh, I’ve just remembered!
That fourth son of Clovis was Charibert;” to which Octavie’s voice
answered exultantly, “Ah, they never can beat _us_!”
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