American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Why, they usually have the church suppers out on the church green
unless it rains, and then they go down to the basement rooms.”
Fairfax said apathetically, “No’m, they don’t want me.”
I saw now what was in his mind, and said, to set him right, “Oh, yes,
they do. You know the people around here haven’t any of those notions.
Come on.”
“No’m, they don’t want me,” he repeated.
I beckoned him to follow me, went back to the telephone and rang up
the woman who was arranging for the supper. “Do you want me to bring
Fairfax Hunter with us?” I asked her explicitly.
“Why, of course,” she said surprised. “I told you we want a crowd.”
After this Fairfax stood undecided, his sensitive face clouded
and anxious. I had a glimpse then of the long years of brutal
discrimination through which he had lived, and said, feeling very much
ashamed of my civilization, “Now, Fairfax, don’t be so foolish. We
_want_ you to go. Get on your best clothes, so’s to do honor to the
Ladies Aid.”
He went back to the room in the corner of the barn, and half an hour
later came out, fresh and neat in his new suit, closely shaven, his
slim yellow hands clean, his gray hair smooth. He looked almost eager,
with a light in his eyes that was like a distant reflection of gaiety.
But when we cranked up the Ford to go he was not in sight. We called
him, and he answered from the barn that he was not ready, and would
walk in. I was vexed, and shouted back as we rolled down the hill, “Now
don’t fail to come.”
It rained on the way in, and the supper was served in the basement,
with all the neighbors spruced up and fresh, while the busy women of
the Ladies Aid rushed back and forth bringing us salmon loaf, pickles,
Boston brown bread, creamed potatoes, and coffee and ice-cream as from
the beginning of time they always have; but though I kept a chair at
our table empty for Fairfax, and sat where I could watch the door, he
did not appear.
After the supper I went across the street to see my aunt, house-ridden
with a hard cold. She told me that from her windows she had seen
Fairfax come down to the village street, halt in front of the church,
go on, turn back, halt again. She said he had paced back and forth in
this way for half an hour, and finally had gone home.
When we reached the house we found Fairfax there, his good clothes put
away, his cook’s white apron tied around him, eating bread and butter
and cold meat.
I sat down to scold him for not doing as I had said. When I had
finished Fairfax looked at me, hesitated, and said, “If it had been out
of doors, maybe I’d have tried it.” There was an expression on his thin
somber face, which made me get up and go away without venturing any
more comment.
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