Catholics -- Fiction; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Divorce -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
Presently, by good luck, Georgia and her lover came upon a bench just
as another couple was quitting it--the supply of benches being
inadequate to the demands of pleasant evenings in spring. The
departing two passed, one around each end of the seat, and walked
rapidly, several feet apart, across the strip of lawn and bridal path
beyond. They were delayed at the curb by the stream of automobiles and
stood out in clear relief against the passing headlights.
It was evident they had been quarreling, for the man looked sullen and
the woman, half turned away, shrugged her shoulders to what he was
saying.
Georgia had been watching them. "Too bad," said she, "they're having a
row."
"Perhaps they're not meant for each other."
"Everyone quarrels sometimes," she answered, "meant or not."
"Do you think we would, if----"
"I'm sure of it," she replied sharply. "We're human beings, not
angels."
There was doubtless common sense in what she said, but nevertheless it
delighted him not. He wished that she could in such moments as these,
yield herself fully to the illusion which possessed him that their life
together would be one sempiternal climax of joy.
"I honestly believe," he asserted solemnly, "that sometimes two natures
are so perfectly adjusted that there is no friction between them."
"Rubbish," she replied, quoting a newly read Shaw preface, "people
aren't meant to stew in love from the cradle to the grave."
She couldn't understand her own mood. She had arranged this evening
with Stevens to tell him that she was ready to marry him, and she found
herself unable to. Her conscious purpose was the same as ever.
Yet as often as she summoned herself to look the look or keep the
silence which would put in train his declaration, it seemed as if she
received from her depths a sudden and imperative mandate against it.
It was her long silence while she was pondering over these strange
things which gave him a false cue and he entered to the center of her
consciousness.
"This wasting of ourselves must go on until he dies?"
"The only way out is death," she said slowly, "or apostasy."
"Apostasy!" The word had an ugly sound even for him.
"I know one woman who did it for love of a man."
"And she is happy?"
Georgia did not answer at once.
"And she is happy," he repeated seriously, as if much depended on the
question, "or not?"
"She says she is," she answered, "but I don't think so. She doesn't
look happy--about the eyes--one notices those things. She seems
changed--and--reckless and--and she's not always been faithful to her
husband. I found it out."
"You found it out!"
"Yes, she asked me to go to a dinner party. Her husband was away from
town--there were four of us--and I could tell what it meant. She
wanted me to do what she was doing--and we had been friends so long--we
took our first communion together."
"Georgia," he asked, chilled through with fright, "do you often have
that sort of thing put in your way?"
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