Catholics -- Fiction; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Divorce -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
"I have plenty of chances to make a mess of life," she replied, "every
woman does, who's passable looking, especially downtown women."
"Dearest heart," he begged, "I can't go on thinking of that the rest of
my life. Marry me and let me shield and shelter you from all this----"
"This what?"
"Temptation," he blurted, "and rotten, unwomanly down-town life. A
woman ought to be taken care of, in her own home, by the man who loves
her and respects and honors her."
Georgia smiled. "Do you know," she asked, "that's almost exactly word
for word the way he talked to this friend of mine and persuaded her to
get her divorce and leave the Church and marry him--almost word for
word--she told me about it at the time. And now she's--fooling him.
It didn't shield her from temptation."
"But I have known people to be divorced and marry again and live
perfectly happy and respectable lives."
"Protestants--weren't they?" she asked.
"Yes."
"Ah, that's the point. They do what they think is right, but a
Catholic does what she knows is wrong, and begins her new marriage in a
wilful sin, so what can grow from it but more sin?"
Her voice, naturally full and resonant like a trained speaker's, was
thin and uncertain as she told of the apostate. Her other self, the
woman of the past, was ascendant, but she fought against what she
conceived to be a momentary weakness, and forced her resolution as a
skillful rider forces an unwilling horse over a jump. "But if you want
me," she said in words that trembled, "you can have me."
"If I want you----" He took her in his arms and kissed her.
It seemed to her definitely in that instant that nothing could ever be
quite the same with her again, that a certain fine purity had passed
from her forever and she must live thereafter on a lower plane.
All the modernistic teachings, books, lectures, pamphlets with which
she had in recent years packed her head, on woman's right to selfhood,
parasitic females, prostitution in marriage, endowed motherhood, sexual
slavery; and all the practical philosophy of the success school which
she had learned from years of contact with money-makers, that life is
more for the daring than for the good, were washed away by the
earlier-formed and deeper-lying impressions of her youth.
She was aware of a fleeting return of her virginal feeling that to give
herself to one man was humbleness sufficient for a lifetime; but to
give herself to two would be the permanent lowering of pride.
But she felt that for her the moving finger had writ and passed. There
could be no more going back or shadow of turning. Henceforth, for good
or evil, she belonged to this man.
She yielded to his kisses, as many as he wished, in passive submission.
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