Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
To the fallen and degraded, whom distress, misfortune, friendlessness
may have driven to a life from which their conscience and their
feelings often revolt, how wilfully, how wantonly criminal must the
pampered minion of luxury appear, who errs in the midst of plenty,
pleasure, honour! Alas! it is that very profusion which gives leisure
for the heart and the imagination to go astray. The lowly know not
the dangers to which the great are exposed. Still less can the great
estimate the temptations to which the poor and friendless are liable.
Let each be lenient to their erring sisters! Nor let those who,
united to the object of their choice, are happy in the interchange of
mutual affection, exult too proudly in their irreproachable character
and untarnished reputation. Rather let them thankfully and humbly
acknowledge the mercy that has cast their lot where their inclination
and their duty coincide; which has spared them the misery of warm
feelings sent back upon the ardent heart which gave them birth, and
the temptation of meeting with kindness, where it would be sinful to
indulge the emotions such kindness is calculated to excite.
Why should I trace the progress of events unfortunately of too common
occurrence? Walter was the first whose eyes were opened to the nature
of his own feelings; but Lady Ellersville, whose heart, under her
guarded exterior, was teeming with all the affections which are doomed
to form the joy and respectability, or the misery and degradation of
woman, at length made the fatal confession to herself. She would have
avoided him, and sought safety in flight; but Walter was too little in
the habit of self-denial quietly to relinquish the society he found
necessary to his happiness. Had Mrs. Fitz-Eustace been aware what were
the dangers to which her son’s morals and his welfare were exposed,
how little would she have rejoiced in his accession to the earldom of
Sotheron, an event which occurred about this period, and which promised
to afford scope for those talents which were his mother’s pride. She
had scarcely allowed her heart to dilate with the pleasurable emotions
from which even her chastened spirit could not defend itself, when she
was doomed to a new and unlooked-for sorrow.
The assumed coldness of Lady Ellersville only excited and increased
the ardour of Walter’s passion; for he loved her with the uncontrolled
vehemence which characterised all his feelings.
The sequel may easily be guessed. The moment came when the confession
locked in the secret bosom of each, was made to the other. Lord
Ellersville at length became jealous and umbrageous. Her proud spirit
could not endure to quail under the glance of a man she despised. To
avoid suspicion she plunged into actual guilt.
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