Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
“Oh, yes, generous, kind, good Isabella! You are only too good, too
kind, and make me feel so inferior to you.”
“But, Fanny, we must make haste and go into the country. How soon
can we go? I wish we could set out to-morrow; I long to begin my new
career; I am so afraid of growing worldly again in London,—I mean
worldly in my inclinations; my actions I can control, and my vow is
sacred. But how shall I set about opening the subject to my husband? He
was really angry to-day.”
“What so easy, dearest Isabella? Go at once to him, and say you saw he
was annoyed, and that you are sorry he was so, and that, rather than
annoy him, you are ready to go whenever he wishes.”
“He will think a very sudden change has come over me: however, I will
try.”
That evening Fanny pleaded a headache, and went to bed. She was totally
unfitted for society, and could not have ventured into Lord Delaford’s
presence; so that, when he came in, he found Isabella alone.
For the first time he wished for company; he felt a _tête-à-tête_ with
his wife awkward and unpleasant. He was displeased and disappointed:
it was evident to him he was not loved as he loved, and he was not
yet worked up to the point of accomplishing by authority, what he
fain would have accomplished by affection: his manner was cold and
abstracted.
Isabella perceived that Fanny’s advice was not given before it was
needed.
After a silence of some minutes, during which she had twisted a note
into every variety of form of which a note is capable, and he had
turned over the leaves of a very old Review, in which there was not one
entertaining article, she resolved to break the ice at once. Shaking
back her long locks, she looked up in his face, and, holding out her
hand to him, she said—
“I want to make friends, Henry.” Then, smiling with a frankness of
manner, which, when combined with any thing of emotion, was in her
almost irresistible—“I don’t want to lose your affections by being
obstinate and wilful, and I am ready to go into the country whenever
you please.”
“Are you in earnest, Isabella, or am I dreaming?”
“I am in real good earnest, and you had better take me in earnest, for
fear my good resolutions should evaporate. I do really wish to go into
the country, and to be very good;—as good as Fanny.”
“But can you be happy with only me?”
“Why, I mean to try;” and she gave him a glance, such as a pretty woman
can give when she feels she has regained her power, but means to use it
in the most agreeable manner.
“Then I am the happiest of men!” said, and thought, Lord Delaford.
Reconciliations, joy and peace of mind, are totally uninteresting;
therefore, the sooner the present story is brought to a close the
better. Lord and Lady Delaford went almost immediately to Fordborough
Castle—Fanny returned to her father. She experienced real pleasure in
finding herself again at home, and in ministering to the comforts of
her kind parent.
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