Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
By some odd turn of the human mind, the avowal of her secret feelings
to the very person towards whom they were an injury, went farther
towards eradicating them, than all her own reflections and resolutions.
Her conscience felt lighter; she looked back upon them as a matter of
history; and her affection for Isabella had warmed into a real and
ardent friendship. Every one loves a person whom they have served,
essentially served; and every one loves a person over whose conduct
they feel they have great influence.
One morning, Lord Delaford, having rode over to Elmsley Priory, took an
opportunity of telling Fanny that he was the happiest of men, and that
he was aware he owed all this happiness to her. Then did Fanny enjoy
pure and unalloyed satisfaction! She felt she had not lived in vain:
she had been of service to her fellow-creatures, and she felt raised in
her own estimation.
Isabella, meanwhile, laboured hard to put in practice all the good
advice she had received from Fanny. The happiness she found she had the
power of bestowing, repaid her for her self-denial in relinquishing the
exciting pleasures of the great world; and before she had time to weary
of her domesticity, she found herself in a situation which called forth
other, and as tender, feelings.
While she was in Italy, a premature confinement had prevented her
knowing the engrossing affection of a mother, and had allowed her to
plunge again into the vortex of dissipation.
A growing family is an excellent nostrum for keeping down an active,
restless spirit. Time, health, and thoughts must be, in a great
measure, devoted to their children, by those mothers who do not utterly
neglect their duty; and the constant intercourse with such a mind as
Lord Delaford’s, and the frequent visits which, after a time, Fanny
paid at Fordborough Castle, gradually produced in her character a
reformation of all that was reprehensible.
Fanny found new objects of interest in Isabella’s children: she was
full of occupation at home; she was her father’s darling. Her life was
a retired one, especially when Lord and Lady Delaford were in London
in the spring; and as there are not many very charming _partis_ in the
immediate neighbourhood of Elmsley Priory, and as she would doubtless
be somewhat difficult in her choice, and as she is no longer quite as
young or as blooming as she has been, it is more than probable she may
become a “single woman of a certain age.”
Though such should be her fate, may she not be allowed to have an
opinion, should “affairs of the heart” be discussed in her presence?
MILLY AND LUCY.
CHAPTER I.
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