Recollections of the eventful life of a soldierDonaldson, Joseph
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Recollections of the eventful life of a soldier
Donaldson, Joseph
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Personal narratives
When we arrived at the place where we were to embark, a most
distressing scene took place, in the men parting with their wives.
Some of them, indeed, it did not appear to affect much; others had
got themselves nearly tipsy; but the most of them seemed to feel
acutely. When Sandy’s wife came to take her last farewell, she lost
all government of her grief. She clung to him with a despairing
hold. ‘Oh, dinna, dinna leave me!’ she cried. The vessel was hauling
out. One of the sergeants came to tell her that she would have to
go ashore. ‘Oh, they’ll never be so hard-hearted as to part us!’
said she; and running aft to the quarter-deck, where the commanding
officer was standing, she sunk down on her knees, with her child in
her arms. ‘Oh! will you no let me gang wi’ my husband? Will you tear
him frae his wife and his wean? He has nae frien’s but us—nor we
ony but him—and oh! will ye mak’ us a’ frien’less? See my wee babie
pleadin’ for us.’
The officer felt a painful struggle between his duty and his
feelings; the tears came into his eyes. She eagerly caught at
this as favourable to her cause, ‘Oh ay, I see you have a feeling
heart—you’ll let me gang wi’ him. You have nae wife; but if you had,
I am sure you wad think it unco hard to be torn frae her this way—and
this wee darlin’.’
‘My good woman,’ said the officer, ‘I feel for you much; but my
orders are peremptory, that no more than six women to each hundred
men go with their husbands. You have had your chance as well as the
other women; and although it is hard enough on you to be separated
from your husband, yet there are many more in the same predicament;
and it is totally out of my power to help it.’
‘Well, well,’ said she, rising from her knees, and straining her
infant to her breast: ‘It’s a’ owre wi’ us, my puir babie; this day
leaves us friendless on the wide world.’
‘God will be your friend,’ said I, as I took the child from her until
she would get into the boat. Sandy had stood like a person bewildered
all this time, without saying a word.
‘Farewell, then, a last farewell, then,’ said she to him, ‘Where’s my
babie?’ I handed him to her—‘Give him a last kiss, Sandy.’ He pressed
the infant to his bosom in silent agony, ‘Now, a’s owre; farewell
Sandy, we’ll maybe meet in heaven;’ and she stepped into the boat
with a wild despairing look. The vessel was now turning the pier, and
she was almost out of our sight in an instant; but as we got the last
glimpse of her, she uttered a shriek, the knell of a broken heart,
which rings in my ears at this moment. Sandy rushed down below, and
threw himself into one of the berths, in a state of feeling which
defies description. Poor fellow, his wife’s forebodings were too
true! What became of her I have never been able to learn.
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