The transit from Brainton to Berwyn occupies three hours, and during
the greater part of that time Miss Craven maintains almost exactly the
same attitude; with her greedy eyes devouring every field and tree and
homestead as they run past--each village spire and bridge a finger-post
to tell her that she is so much nearer her boy. She does not cry at
all, or groan. Even had she wished to do so, conventionality--that
makes us laugh when we would fain weep, makes us weep when we would
fain laugh--would have forbidden her, for she is not alone in the
carriage. Two other travellers share it with her--two extremely
cheerful young men, to whom it is a matter of supreme indifference how
many hedges and meadows are before, how many behind them. They are
not exactly gentlemen: and indeed it is a matter of almost as curious
inquiry as what becomes of all the pins that are made and lost, in
what part of the train, if it be not in the guard's van, gentlemen
and ladies travel, as assuredly they are but seldom to be met with in
first-class carriages. The two youths have made themselves and their
hat-boxes, rugs, &c., luxuriously comfortable, and seem rather disposed
to be funny--to "show off," as children say, for the benefit of the
lovely girl, who looks so disconsolate and dishevelled, who seems so
unflatteringly unaware of their presence. They eat sandwiches and
drink sherry; they are provided with a large stock of all the morning
papers, and by-and-by the eldest and boldest of them proffers _Punch,
Fun_, and half-a-dozen other dreary comicalities to Esther. She looks
at him for a second with her large wistful eyes as she declines the
offered civility, and then resumes her watch. Having obtained that one
short glance, he ceases from his witticisms, half-conscious of being
in the company of a great sorrow--as we involuntarily hush our voices
and speak softly in the presence of our great master and owner--Death.
Perhaps, cowardly slaves as we are, we fear lest, if we should speak
loudly, he might be reminded of our existence--might lay his heavy hand
on our shoulders also.
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