He took a tentative step. He took another. The deck supported him, even
though he could look down through it and through the decks beneath it
and through the hull and dimly see the stars--yes, and in the nearer
distance, the green globe of Iago Iago. He raised his hand, and found
that he could see through his flesh too. He got a mirror and hung
it on the wall and stared into his translucent face. He could see
right through his reflected eyes to the reflected wall behind him. He
could see right through his reflected cheeks and chin. Looking down
at himself, he found that he could see through his body. Through his
clothes. The translucence was such that the combination of clothes
and flesh cancelled out nakedness; nevertheless, his spaceshoes and
his spaceslacks and his thigh-length spacecoat were as unquestionably
spectral as he was.
And yet he felt whole. His body had solidity. He lived and breathed.
His ghostly ship still sped on its way to the distant shores of Dior.
Maybe he was dead, but he did not feel dead. I think, therefore I
am....
He got out the log and set down the co-ordinates of the field. Abruptly
he remembered his passenger, and ran down the companionway to the
starboard storeroom. However, he did not throw open the lock. If he had
he really would have been dead. Beyond the translucent bulkhead lay the
utter airlessness of space. The storeroom was gone. So were all the
other starboard compartments. So was the starboard hull.
So was Saint Annabelle Leigh.
* * * * *
Nathaniel Drake sought out Madame Gin, only to find that she too
was a ghost of her former self. Nevertheless, she had not lost
her sixty-proof personality, and he consulted her at considerable
length--throughout the rest of the voyage, in fact--beseeching her to
close up the rather raw wound that had appeared in the side of his
hitherto impregnable conscience. This, Madame Gin obstinately refused
to do.
Between consultation he put his mind to work on a pair of pressing
problems. The first problem had to do with his cargo. It had come
through, every yard of it, but it had come through the way the ship
itself had come through--with the exception, of course, of the
starboard side, which had apparently passed through the center of the
field and been disintegrated altogether. It was ironic that a vessel so
effective when it came to nullifying thermo-nuclear devices could be so
utterly helpless against Lambda-Xi bombardment. Translucent to begin
with, the pastelsilk was now virtually transparent and undoubtedly
would be rejected by _Dernier Cri_ Garments, the New Paris firm that
had ordered it. Worse, he was bonded for it, and if the bonding company
had to stand the entire loss, his ship would have to be forfeited, and
his career as an independent merchant spaceman would be over.
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