Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
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He would come back if she chose; he had said so--and he was incapable of
lies. If he came back, and if she chose, he would marry her, and be the
imperturbable, delightful, incalculable, impossible companion she had
always known him. He would marry her--and decline to come under her
roof. He would, perhaps, pitch his tent in her paddock; he would sit at
her table in sweater and flannels, sandals on his feet, while she and
her guests were in the ordinary garb of--gentlefolks. Gentlefolks! Yes.
But the maddening and baffling thought was a conviction that he would be
the greatest gentleman there. She knew that. Lord of his mind, lord of
his acts, easy in his will, and refusing to bow to any necessity but
that, he would be the superior of them all. Could this be borne? Or
could she bear to surrender so rare a friend to a Miss Percival?
Who could Miss Percival be? It was a good name--better than Middleham,
which had been her own, as good as Germain, which had been her
husband's. Sanchia, an extraordinary name, an unusual name. It sounded
Spanish and aristocratic. The Honourable Hertha de Speyne: she had known
the daughter of a noble house so styled in her governess days, her
days of drudgery, and even now it had a glamour for her, who had since
hobnobbed with many honourables, flirted with many young lords, and
been kissed by a duchess. Miss Sanchia Percival: the Honourable Sanchia
Percival. No doubt this was a high lady. And she must be beautiful, or
Jack wouldn't speak of her as he had. He hushed his voice down, he
spoke as if she were a goddess, as if to disobey her call was out of the
question. A dull heat stirred deeply within her, and she found herself
setting her teeth together. No! Jack had brought her to this pass--and
she would not be left there.
These were the thoughts of Mrs. Germain as she sat very still, with
heavy-lidded eyes, listening to Senhouse's story. He ended it in these
words: “You charmed me, Mary, and you still charm me. You are very
sweet, and I shall never want a dearer mate than you might be, if you
would. I vow to you that you are the only woman with whom I have wished
to live, as we might live if you would. I can't make you see, I'm
conscious, what I feel about Sanchia--but it's certainly not that. My
little dear, can't you trust me?” He looked down, and saw her tears
slowly dropping; he was very much moved, knelt by her side. She turned
her face away, dangerously moved also. She struggled with her tears, her
face contorted, her bosom heaving in riot. Senhouse took her hands, but
she wrenched them away and covered her face with them. Passion grew
upon her, passion of regret, of loss, of rage, of desire--“Oh, leave me,
leave me! Oh, cruel, cruel! No man in the world could be so cruel--” and
then she sprang up, and faced him, flushed and fierce as a woman whom
love has made mad.
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