Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
Fiction
“I believed in you, I gave you everything I had. You have had it, and
you leave me. I made no pretences--I told you all my secrets. You said
that you loved me--and now you leave me. Go, please. I hope I shall
never see you again.”
Her great eyes loomed in her hot face like beacons. Her colour was high,
her lips vivid. She looked as beautiful as an Indian flower. She was
fighting for her own like a cat. An absent, shadowy, icily-pure Sanchia
could never contend with this quivering reality of scarlet and burning
brown; and the man stood disarmed before her, watching her every
movement and sensible of every call of her body. Her wild words provoked
him, her beauty melted him; pity for her, shame, memories of what he
had believed her, impossible visions of what she might be; he was tossed
this way and that, was whirled, engulfed, overwhelmed. There is only one
end to such strifes. With a short cry, he threw up his arms.
“God help us, I stay,” he said.
III
Hear now of the immediate end. This gentleman, a philosopher and poet,
rich in theory, having reached a middle point in his career, had found
that he had, without knowing it, encountered a Fact which had gripped
him in a vital part, squeezed the very fibres of him, sucked him
apparently dry of human juices, even of the zest to live, and presently
departed, leaving him faint by the wayside. Not until he was clean gone
did he have the least suspicion that it had been there, and (if he could
have known it) the first glimmering of reawakening pulse in him was the
considering of its nature. Brooding upon it, while he grieved over his
languor, he discovered that it had not been hard and scaly, like
your ordinary vampire, but soft-lipped, brown-eyed, warm-fleshed,
cloudy-haired; in fact, a pretty woman. Now, in all his previous
relations with that sex, while he had given much of himself, he had
never met before with a woman whose need was the measure of her allure.
If she had not wanted him so much, he would never have thought of her
twice. But this was precisely what had happened. She had acted upon him
as a vacuum upon air. Her helplessness, her ignorance, her appealing
belief in him, her clinging power, heightening her physical charm, had
sucked him in a stream; and when she was full of him, he was empty. She
had been the first to find it out. Having trailed him in her wake for
a season, against his instincts, against his conscience, she presently
coaxed him to let her go. Let her go! He asked nothing better than to
see her happy, and saw no other way of being so himself. When she had
gone, and was safely married to an old admirer, our expended friend lay,
like a gaffed salmon, faintly flapping on the bank. For a year or more
he lay, and dated his recovery of tone from the moment of finding out
the nature of his disaster. “She was hungry, and I fed her. She was
thirsty, and I gave her drink. The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken
away. Blessed, by all means, be the name of the Lord.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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