Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the HeartMitchell, Donald Grant
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Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the Heart
Mitchell, Donald Grant
American essays -- 19th century
And yet if there was actual, material truth, superadded to reverie,
would such objectors sympathize the more? No! a thousand times, no; the
heart that has no sympathy with thoughts and feelings that scorch the
soul, is dead also—whatever its mocking tears, and gestures may say—to a
coffin or a grave!
Let them pass, and we will come back to these cherished letters.
A mother, who has lost a child, has, she says, shed a tear—not one, but
many—over the dead boy’s coldness. And another, who has not lost, but
who trembles lest she lose, has found the words failing as she read, and
a dim, sorrow-borne mist spreading over the page.
Another, yet rejoicing in all those family ties, that make life a charm,
has listened nervously to careful reading, until the husband is called
home, and the coffin is in the house—“Stop!”—she says; and a gush of
tears tells the rest.
Yet the cold critic will say—“It was artfully done.” A curse on him!—it
was not art: it was nature.
Another, a young, fresh, healthful girl-mind, has seen something in the
love-picture—albeit so weak—of truth; and has kindly believed that it
must be earnest. Ay, indeed is it, fair, and generous one—earnest as
life and hope! Who, indeed, with a heart at all, that has not yet
slipped away irreparably and forever from the shores of youth—from that
fairyland which young enthusiasm creates, and over which bright dreams
hover—but knows it to be real? And so such things will be read, till
hopes are dashed, and death is come.
Another, a father, has laid down the book in tears.
—God bless them all! How far better this, than the cold praise of
newspaper paragraphs, or the critically contrived approval of colder
friends!
Let me gather up these letters, carefully—to be read when the heart is
faint, and sick of all that there is unreal, and selfish in the world.
Let me tie them together, with a new and longer bit of ribbon—not by a
love-knot, that is too hard—but by an easy-slipping knot, that so I may
get at them the better. And now, they are all together, a snug packet,
and we will label them, not sentimentally (I pity the one who thinks
it!), but earnestly, and in the best meaning of the term—SOUVENIRS DU
COEUR.
Thanks to my first reverie, which has added to such a treasure!
And now to my SECOND REVERIE.
I am no longer in the country. The fields, the trees, the brooks are far
away from me, and yet they are very present. A letter from my tenant—how
different from those other letters!—lies upon my table, telling me what
fields he has broken up for the autumn grain, and how many beeves he is
fattening, and how the potatoes are turning out.
But I am in a garret of the city. From my window I look over a mass of
crowded house-tops—moralizing often upon the scene, but in a strain too
long and somber to be set down here. In place of the wide country
chimney, with its iron fire-dogs, is a snug grate, where the maid makes
me a fire in the morning, and rekindles it in the afternoon.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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