Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the Heart — John Shaqi
Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the HeartMitchell, Donald Grant
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Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the Heart
Mitchell, Donald Grant
American essays -- 19th century
Clitumnus breaks from under the Tuscan mountains, almost a flood; on a
glorious spring day I leaned down and tasted the water, as it boiled
from its sources; the little temple of white marble—the mountain sides
gray with olive orchards—the white streak of road—the tall poplars of
the river margin were glistening in the bright Italian sunlight around
me. Later, I saw it when it had become a river—still clear and strong,
flowing serenely between its prairie banks, on which the white cattle of
the valley browsed; and still farther down I welcomed it, where it joins
the Arno—flowing slowly under wooded shores, skirting the fair Florence
and the bounteous fields of the bright Cascino; gathering strength and
volume, till between Pisa and Leghorn—in sight of the wondrous Leaning
Tower and the ship-masts of the Tuscan port—it gave its waters to its
life’s grave—the sea.
The recollection blended sweetly now with my musings, over my garret
grate, and offered a flowing image to bear along upon its bosom the
affections that were grouping in my reverie.
It is a strange force of the mind and of the fancy that can set the
objects which are closest to the heart far down the lapse of time. Even
now, as the fire fades slightly, and sinks slowly toward the bar, which
is the dial of my hours, I seem to see that image of love which has
played about the fire-glow of my grate—years hence. It still covers the
same warm, trustful, religious heart. Trials have tried it; afflictions
have weighed upon it; danger has scared it; and death is coming near to
subdue it; but still it is the same.
The fingers are thinner; the face has lines of care and sorrow crossing
each other in a web-work that makes the golden tissue of humanity. But
the heart is fond and steady; it is the same dear heart, the same
self-sacrificing heart, warming, like a fire, all around it. Affliction
has tempered joy; and joy adorned affliction. Life and all its troubles
have become distilled into an holy incense, rising ever from your
fireside—an offering to your household gods.
Your dreams of reputation, your swift determination, your impulsive
pride, your deep uttered vows to win a name, have all sobered into
affection—have all blended into that glow of feeling which finds its
center, and hope, and joy in HOME. From my soul I pity him whose soul
does not leap at the mere utterance of that name.
A home!—it is the bright, blessed, adorable phantom which sits highest
on the sunny horizon that girdeth life! When shall it be reached? When
shall it cease to be a glittering day-dream, and become fully and fairly
yours?
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