Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the HeartMitchell, Donald Grant
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Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the Heart
Mitchell, Donald Grant
American essays -- 19th century
But the live one is very lively. When you take the name on your lip, it
seems somehow, to be made of different materials from the rest; you
cannot half so easily separate it into letters; write it, indeed you
can; for you have had practice—very much private practice—on odd scraps
of paper, and on the fly-leaves of geographies, and of your natural
philosophy. You know perfectly well how it looks; it seems to be
written, indeed, somewhere behind your eyes; and in such happy position
with respect to the optic nerve, that you see it all the time, though
you are looking in an opposite direction; and so distinctly, that you
have great fears lest people looking into your eyes should see it too!
For all this, it is a far more delicate name to handle than most that
you know of. Though it is very cool, and pleasant on the brain, it is
very hot, and difficult to manage on the lip. It is not, as your
schoolmaster would say—a name, so much as it is an idea—not a noun, but
a verb—an active, and transitive verb; and yet a most irregular verb,
wanting the passive voice.
It is something against your schoolmaster’s doctrine, to find warmth in
the moonlight; but with that soft hand—it is very soft—lying within your
arm, there is a great deal of warmth, whatever the philosophers may say,
even in pale moonlight. The beams, too, breed sympathies, very
close-running sympathies—not talked about in the chapters on optics, and
altogether too fine for language. And under their influence, you retain
the little hand, that you had not dared retain so long before; and her
struggle to recover it—if indeed it be a struggle—is infinitely less
than it was—nay, it is a kind of struggle, not so much against you, as
between gladness and modesty. It makes you as bold as a lion; and the
feeble hand, like a poor lamb in the lion’s clutch, is powerless, and
very meek—and failing of escape, it will sue for gentle treatment; and
will meet your warm promise, with a kind of grateful pressure, that is
but half acknowledged, by the hand that makes it.
My cigar is burning with wondrous freeness; and from the smoke flash
forth images bright and quick as lightning—with no thunder, but the
thunder of the pulse. But will it all last? Damp will deaden the fire of
a cigar; and there are hellish damps—alas, too many—that will deaden the
early blazing of the heart.
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