Latter Day Saint women -- Fiction; Polygamy -- Fiction; Utah -- Fiction; Western stories; Women ranchers -- Fiction
Then, weak and spent, she lay thinking, not of the oppression that
would break her, but of this new revelation of self. Until the last few
days there had been little in her life to rouse passions. Her
forefathers had been Vikings, savage chieftains who bore no cross and
brooked no hindrance to their will. Her father had inherited that
temper; and at times, like antelope fleeing before fire on the slope,
his people fled from his red rages. Jane Withersteen realized that the
spirit of wrath and war had lain dormant in her. She shrank from black
depths hitherto unsuspected. The one thing in man or woman that she
scorned above all scorn, and which she could not forgive, was hate.
Hate headed a flaming pathway straight to hell. All in a flash, beyond
her control there had been in her a birth of fiery hate. And the man
who had dragged her peaceful and loving spirit to this degradation was
a minister of God’s word, an Elder of her church, the counselor of her
beloved Bishop.
The loss of herds and ranges, even of Amber Spring and the Old Stone
House, no longer concerned Jane Withersteen, she faced the foremost
thought of her life, what she now considered the mightiest problem—the
salvation of her soul.
She knelt by her bedside and prayed; she prayed as she had never prayed
in all her life—prayed to be forgiven for her sin to be immune from
that dark, hot hate; to love Tull as her minister, though she could not
love him as a man; to do her duty by her church and people and those
dependent upon her bounty; to hold reverence of God and womanhood
inviolate.
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