Families -- Fiction; Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
There was no opportunity that December to go South and spend Christmas
with Letizia; but Nancy was gratefully surprised by an invitation from
Mother Mary Ethelreda to visit the convent at Beaumanoir on the moors
of northern Lancashire, whence she could easily return in time for the
matinée at Burnley on Boxing Day. The drive through the cold upland
air, the quiet and seemliness of the conventual life, the dignity of
the aged Mother Superior, the whiteness and candlelight within, the
snow and starshine without, all united to compose Nancy’s mind so that
when she returned to the theatre she moved in a dream, like one who has
voyaged from afar and whose body has arrived while the spirit still
lingers on the way. Looking out of her window that night, she fancied
that the stars high above the smoke of Burnley were jingling like
silver bells, so much nearer seemed they since her visit to the Convent
of the Holy Infancy at Beaumanoir on the wintry moors. And she knelt
down to thank Almighty God that Letizia’s youth was clear and bright,
remote and crystalline as one of those stars ringing down notes of
harmonious light upon the discordant gloom in which her mother wandered.
It was June before Nancy saw Letizia. They spent a month together in
the cottage where she was born among the Kentish cherry orchards. The
pinks smelt just as sweet along the garden paths as then. There were
not fewer roses nor less honeysuckle in the high hedges of the lanes.
The haycocks threw shadows quite as far across the shaven leas, across
the green-glowing gold-bloomed leas. And when Letizia was tucked
away in her old cot and Nancy sat by the lattice, poring upon the
perfumes of the evening, there were just as many ghost moths dancing
upon the dusky air of the garden, fluttering with the old fantasmal
passion above the spiced and sombrous flowers. But in no lane and in
no lea, behind no hedge, across no brook, at the end of no garden path
was Bram, who in this same month six years ago was everywhere. Yet,
in spite of the poignancy of remembered joys that she could never
know again, Nancy was very happy during her holiday. Letizia was as
diverting as ever, with her long tales of school, as definite in her
likes and dislikes and as quick to express them.
At the end of the month the long-promised stay with Mrs. Pottage at
Margate was accomplished, and Nancy noted with a little pang for the
way Letizia was getting older that she no longer called her old friend
Mrs. Porridge, just as now she always said “mother” instead of “muvver.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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