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“Well?” I asked, when she came back a few days later.
“I’ve bored him terribly,” she said.
“What makes you think so?”
“He never knew what to say. Besides, his habits are fixed. I ruined his
breakfast because he couldn’t read the paper. I would much rather he had
read it, but he was trying to behave so beautifully and he made
conversation instead. This means that he never caught up with the news
all day, and that’s a very serious thing. I made the awful mistake too
of opening the paper before he did, before he came in—this was on the
first morning—and no woman, it seems, must do that.
“O dear, I’m not right at all. As a maffact, Dombeen, you’ve spoilt me.
And I’m too impulsive. You mustn’t be impulsive with men, except perhaps
just one or two, and those only for a little while and when they’re very
pleased with themselves.
“I did other terrible things too. I used the telephone frivolously. I
even rang up the exchange once just to ask the time, and he heard me. I
had done it often enough when he was out, because my watch had stopped
and his clock was away being mended; but he came in just as I was ringing
and I never saw anyone so pained.
“And O! I left the electric light burning in the hall all one night. He
was perfectly nice and kind and polite, but I could see that every day
something new was being inscribed on his heart, like Queen Mary’s. I
don’t mean our Queen Mary. I mean the Queen Mary who lost Calais—the
bloody one.
“He didn’t like my painting at all,” she went on, “but he was very gentle
about it. He was always gentle—gentle and cool—and that is so depressing
after a while. Disturbing, too. He took me to the Tate Gallery on
Saturday afternoon, and to the National on Sunday, and showed me the
pictures he likes best. He has two photogravures after Leader in his
bedroom.”
“But have you decided anything?” I asked. It was all I wanted to know
and she was postponing and postponing the moment of the verdict.
“Yes,” she said, but without much enthusiasm.
“Well?”
“Well, he won’t hear of independent rooms in Chelsea. He doesn’t like
Chelsea. It’s too irresponsible, he says. But he agrees to a
Hostel—he’s inquiring about them now—and the Slade, I may go to the Slade
and live in a Hostel, for three years. It isn’t what I wanted, of
course, but it’s the thin end of the wedge. I’ll be able to go to
Chelsea to see Vera and the others pretty nearly whenever I like, and the
Slade isn’t so bad. Orpen was there and John was there. What do you
think?”
“When do you want to begin?” I asked dully.
“Well, the next term,” she said. “Isn’t it wonderful?”
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