England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
I am not one of those who fling up their hands in despair and wonder what
on earth a sensible girl like So-and-So can see in that fellow she’s
going to marry. But even when one admits that the deeps that call to
deeps in engaged people are and should be invisible to the rest of the
world, it is permissible to parents and guardians to deplore the
reciprocity. The deeps are not all: in fact the attraction of the deeps
can be the least permanent and admirable element in marriage.
I knew enough of Rose’s spirit, her vividness, her dependence upon
impulse, her love of life, to realize that she was doomed to spend far
too much time alone. Eustace had all the virtues, but he had no
imagination. He was also fixed where Rose was fluid. He had his eye on
the goal success; whereas all that Rose asked from life was a gay
serenity. She was in the habit of watching faces light up at her
approach: “People,” you might have written on her tombstone as sufficient
epitaph, “were pleased to see her”; and all of that was doomed to pass,
not because she would be less liked but because she would not be free:
she was to be reincarnated as the property of another, as Mrs. Eustace
Holt.
Still, there is more than one kind of happiness; there is even, I have
observed, a happiness to be derived from misery: all doctors would
testify to this; and Rose might find, in her home duties and the practice
of wifeliness, a complacency that would take the place of the old
radiating freedom. I use the word “might” with emphasis: it is all that
is possible to parents and guardians who are threatened with the loss of
their treasure and have gloomy prevision.
In my case I was truly hoping against hope, because I had had a shock.
On one of Eustace’s visits I made a discovery about him which filled me
with the darkest forebodings. I had found him one afternoon just before
post time seated in the library steaming a stamp off a postcard. Rose,
it appears, had had occasion to write a rapid order to some shop and,
having no halfpenny stamp (for those were the days before the blessings
of peace had sent up the postcard rate), she had characteristically stuck
on a twopenny-halfpenny one from a store which I kept for foreign
correspondence; and Eustace had been entrusted with the card for the
post. But his careful eye had detected the extravagance, and when I came
upon him he was removing the twopenny-halfpenny stamp and substituting a
halfpenny one from his own pocket. Knowing Rose as I did, I would rather
have found him burgling my safe or even kissing one of the maids; for the
action argued a passion for thrift which would lead in time to the
sternest censure of the unthinking carelessness in money matters and the
constant generosities which were among her most striking characteristics.
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