United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“If the body you bring back has my George’s heart within it, I shall
love you just the same as I do now,” and with her fair head lying on his
bosom, Annie wept piteously.
Not till then had she realized what it was to let him go. She had become
somewhat accustomed to thinking of it,—accustomed to seeing him pass in
and out, dressed in his stylish uniform, which made him look so
handsome, and then she had hoped the regiment would not be ordered for a
long, long time, never perhaps; but now that dream was over; the dreaded
hour had come, and for a moment Annie felt herself too weak to meet it.
Through the livelong night she had prayed, or if perchance sleep for a
moment shut the swollen lids, the lips had moved in prayer that her
husband might come back to her again, or failing to do so, that he might
grasp, even at the eleventh hour, the Christian’s faith, and so go to
the Christian’s home, where they would meet once more. She had given him
her little Bible, all pencil-marked and worn with daily usage,—the one
she read when first the spirit taught her the meaning of its great
mysteries,—and George had promised he would read it every day,—had said
that when he went to battle he would place it next his heart, a talisman
to shield him from the bullets of the foe. And Annie, smiling through
her tears, pointed him again to the only One who could stand between him
and death, asking that when he was far away, he would remember what she
said, and pray to the God she honored.
“It’s time, now, darling,” he said, at last, as he heard in the distance
the beat of the drum.
But the clinging arms refused to leave his neck, and the quivering lips
pressed so constantly to his, murmured:
“Wait a little minute more. ’Tis the last, you know.”
Again the drum-beat was heard mingled with the shrill notes of the fife;
the soldiers were marching down the street, and he must go, but oh, who
can tell of the love, the pain, the grief, the tears mingled with that
parting,—or the agony it cost poor Annie to take her arms from off his
neck, to feel him putting her away, to hear him going from the room,
across the threshold, down the walk, through the gate, and know that he
was gone.
As a child in peril instinctively turns to the mother who it knows has
never failed to succor, so Annie turned to God, and with a moaning cry
for help, sank on her knees just where George had left her. Burying her
face in the lounge she prayed that He who heareth even the raven’s cry,
would care for her husband, and bring him home again if that could be.
So absorbed was she as not to hear the gate’s sharp click, nor the
footstep coming up the walk. Impelled by something he could not resist,
George had paused just by the garden fence, and yielding to the impulse
which said he must see Annie’s face once more, he stole softly to the
open door, and stood gazing at her as she knelt, her hands clasped
together, and her face hidden from his view, as she prayed for him.
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