United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“Will the kind Father keep my George from peril if it can be, but
if,—oh, God, how can I say it?—if he must die, teach him the road to
Heaven.”
That was what she said, and George, listening to her, felt as if it were
an angel’s presence in which he stood. He could not disturb her. She was
in safer hands than his, and he would rather leave her thus,—would
rather think of her when far away, just as he saw her last, kneeling in
her desolation and praying for him.
“It will help to make me a better man,” he said, and brushing aside the
great tears swimming in his eyes, he left his angel Annie, and went on
his way to battle.
* * * * *
Just off from Rockland’s main street, and in a cottage more humble than
that of George Graham, the sun shone on another parting,—on Widow Simms
giving up her boys, and straining every nerve to look composed, and keep
back the maternal love throbbing so madly at her heart. Rigid as if cut
in stone were the lines upon her forehead and around her mouth, as she
bustled about, doing everything exactly as it should be done, and coming
often to where Isaac sat trying to look unconcerned and whistling
“Dixie” as he pulled on the soft, warm pair of socks she had sat up
nights to knit him. Eli and John had some too, snugly tucked away in
their bundle, but Isaac’s were different. She had ravelled her own
lamb’s wool stockings for the material composing his, for Isaac’s feet
were tender; there were marks of chilblains on them; they would become
sore and swollen from the weary march, and his mother would not be there
with soothing lint and ointment made from the blue poke-berries. Great
pains had the widow taken with her breakfast that morning, preparing
each son’s favorite dish and bringing out the six china cups and damask
cloth, part of her grandmother’s bridal dower. It was a very tempting
table, and John and Eli tried to eat, exchanging meaning smiles when
they saw their mother put in Isaac’s cup the biggest lump of sugar, and
the largest share of cream. They did not care,—for they too loved the
fair-haired, smooth-faced boy sipping the yellow coffee he could not
drink for the mysterious bunches rising so fast in his throat. The
breakfast was over now. Isaac was trying on his socks, while Eli and
John, knowing their mother would rather be alone when she said good-bye
to her baby, prepared to start, talking quite loud, and keeping up stout
courage till the last moment came, when both the tall, six-foot young
men put their arms around the widow’s neck, and faltered a faint
“Good-bye, mother, good-bye.”
There were no tears in the mother’s eyes, nor in the sons’, but in the
breast of each there was a whirlpool of raging waters, hurting far more
than if they had been suffered to overflow in torrents. Eli was the
first to go, for John lingered a moment. There was something he would
say, something which made him blush and stammer.
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