Courts and courtiers -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction
you, that kind of embarrassment and awkwardness would prevent me from
doing so,--there's my answer for you."
He had listened to her with painful tension, had looked more than once
at her pale face while she was speaking, and then again, like her,
dropped his eyes on the reins.
"I must indeed thank you, Imma," he answered, "for speaking so
earnestly, for you know that you don't always do so, but generally speak
only derisively, and in your way take things as little seriously as I in
mine."
"How else but derisively can I speak to you, Prince?"
"And sometimes you are so hard and cruel, as for instance towards the
head sister in the Dorothea Hospital, whom you threw into such
confusion."
"Oh, I'm well aware that I too have my faults, and need somebody to help
me to give them up."
"I'll be that somebody, Imma; we'll help each other."
"I don't think we can help each other, Prince."
"Yes, we can. Didn't you speak just now quite seriously and
unsatirically? But as for me, you are not right when you say that I care
about nothing at all and lay nothing to heart, for I care about you,
Imma--about you, I have laid you to heart; and as this matter is one of
such inexpressible seriousness to me, I cannot fail finally to win your
confidence. Were you aware of my joy when I heard you talk of putting
yourself out and coming nearer to me? Yes, put yourself out a little,
and do not let yourself ever again be confused with that sort of
awkwardness, or whatever it is, which you are so liable to feel in my
presence. Ah, I know it, I know only too well, how much to blame I am
for that! But laugh at yourself and at me when I make you feel like
that, and attach yourself to me. Will you promise me to put yourself out
a little?"
But Imma Spoelmann promised nothing, but insisted now on her gallop; and
many a subsequent conversation remained, like this, without result.
Sometimes, when Klaus Heinrich had come to tea, the Prince, Miss
Spoelmann, the Countess, and Percival went into the park. The splendid
collie kept decorously at Imma's side, and Countess Löwenjoul walked two
or three yards behind the young people; for soon after they had started
she had stopped for a second, to twine her bent and bony fingers round a
blossom, and she had never made good the distance she had then lost. So
Klaus Heinrich and Imma walked in front of her, and talked. But when
they had covered a certain distance, they turned round, thus getting the
Countess two or three yards in front of them. Then Klaus Heinrich
followed up his conversational efforts, and, carefully and without
looking up, took Imma Spoelmann's small, ringless hand from her side and
clasped it in both his, the while he imploringly asked whether she was
taking pains, and had made any progress in her confidence in him.
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