Another short hour passed before she freed herself.
“We must go, Cyril. Kiss me once more!”
It was nearly dinner-time, and they ran down. 4
Edward Pierson, returning from the Evening Service, where he had read
the Lessons, saw them in the distance, and compressed his lips. Their
long absence had vexed him. What ought he to do? In the presence of
Love's young dream, he felt strange and helpless. That night, when
he opened the door of his room, he saw Noel on the window-seat, in her
dressing-gown, with the moonlight streaming in on her.
“Don't light up, Daddy; I've got something to say.”
She took hold of the little gold cross on his vest, and turned it over.
“I'm engaged to Cyril; we want to be married this week.”
It was exactly as if someone had punched him in the ribs; and at the
sound he made she hurried on:
“You see, we must be; he may be going out any day.”
In the midst of his aching consternation, he admitted a kind of reason
in her words. But he said:
“My dear, you're only a child. Marriage is the most serious thing in
life; you've only known him three weeks.”
“I know all that, Daddy” her voice sounded so ridiculously calm;
“but we can't afford to wait. He might never come back, you see, and
then I should have missed him.”
“But, Noel, suppose he never did come back; it would only be much
worse for you.”
She dropped the little cross, and took hold of his hand, pressing it
against her heart. But still her voice was calm:
“No; much better, Daddy; you think I don't know my own feelings, but
I do.”
The man in Pierson softened; the priest hardened.
“Nollie, true marriage is the union of souls; and for that, time is
wanted. Time to know that you feel and think the same, and love the same
things.”
“Yes, I know; but we do.”
“You can't tell that, my dear; no one could in three weeks.”
“But these aren't ordinary times, are they? People have to do things
in a hurry. Oh, Daddy! Be an angel! Mother would have understood, and
let me, I know!”
Pierson drew away his hand; the words hurt, from reminder of his loss,
from reminder of the poor substitute he was.
“Look, Nollie!” he said. “After all these years since she left us,
I'm as lonely as ever, because we were really one. If you marry this
young man without knowing more of your own hearts than you can in such
a little time, you may regret it dreadfully; you may find it turn out,
after all, nothing but a little empty passion; or again, if anything
happens to him before you've had any real married life together,
you'll have a much greater grief and sense of loss to put up with
than if you simply stay engaged till after the war. Besides, my child,
you're much too young.”
She sat so still that he looked at her in alarm. “But I must!”
He bit his lips, and said sharply: “You can't, Nollie!”
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