She got up, and before he could stop her, was gone. With the closing of
the door, his anger evaporated, and distress took its place. Poor child!
What to do with this wayward chicken just out of the egg, and wanting to
be full-fledged at once? The thought that she would be lying miserable,
crying, perhaps, beset him so that he went out into the passage and
tapped on her door. Getting no answer, he went in. It was dark but for
a streak of moonlight, and in that he saw her, lying on her bed, face
down; and stealing up laid his hand on her head. She did not move; and,
stroking her hair, he said gently:
“Nollie dear, I didn't mean to be harsh. If I were your mother, I
should know how to make you see, but I'm only an old bumble-daddy.”
She rolled over, scrambling into a cross-legged posture on the bed. He
could see her eyes shining. But she did not speak; she seemed to know
that in silence was her strength.
He said with a sort of despair:
“You must let me talk it over with your aunt. She has a lot of good
sense.”
“Yes.”
He bent over and kissed her hot forehead.
“Good night, my dear; don't cry. Promise me!”
She nodded, and lifted her face; he felt her hot soft lips on his
forehead, and went away a little comforted.
But Noel sat on her bed, hugging her knees, listening to the night,
to the emptiness and silence; each minute so much lost of the little,
little time left, that she might have been with him.
III
Pierson woke after a troubled and dreamful night, in which he had
thought himself wandering in heaven like a lost soul.
After regaining his room last night nothing had struck him more forcibly
than the needlessness of his words: “Don't cry, Nollie!” for he
had realised with uneasiness that she had not been near crying. No;
there was in her some emotion very different from the tearful. He kept
seeing her cross-legged figure on the bed in that dim light; tense,
enigmatic, almost Chinese; kept feeling the feverish touch of her lips.
A good girlish burst of tears would have done her good, and been a
guarantee. He had the uncomfortable conviction that his refusal had
passed her by, as if unspoken. And, since he could not go and make music
at that time of night, he had ended on his knees, in a long search for
guidance, which was not vouchsafed him.
The culprits were demure at breakfast; no one could have told that for
the last hour they had been sitting with their arms round each other,
watching the river flow by, talking but little, through lips too busy.
Pierson pursued his sister-in-law to the room where she did her flowers
every morning. He watched her for a minute dividing ramblers from
pansies, cornflowers from sweet peas, before he said:
“I'm very troubled, Thirza. Nollie came to me last night. Imagine!
They want to get married—those two!”
Accepting life as it came, Thirza showed no dismay, but her cheeks grew
a little pinker, and her eyes a little rounder. She took up a sprig of
mignonette, and said placidly:
“Oh, my dear!”
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