“Friends, I am leaving you; these are the last words I shall ever
speak in this place. I go to other work. You have been very good to me.
God has been very good to me. I pray with my whole heart that He may
bless you all. Amen! Amen!”
The mist cleared into tears, and she could see him again gazing down at
her. Was it at her? He was surely seeing something—some vision sweeter
than reality, something he loved more dearly. She fell on her knees, and
buried her face in her hand. All through the hymn she knelt, and through
his clear slow Benediction: “The peace of God, which passeth all
understanding, keep your hearts and minds in the knowledge and love
of God, and of his Son Jesus Christ our Lord; and the blessing of God
Almighty, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost, be amongst you and
remain with you always.” And still she knelt on; till she was alone
in the Church. Then she rose and stole home. He did not come in; she did
not expect him. 'It's over,' she kept thinking; 'all over. My
beloved Daddy! Now he has no home; Nollie and I have pulled him
down. And yet I couldn't help it, and perhaps she couldn't. Poor
Nollie!...'
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Pierson had stayed in the vestry, talking with his choir and wardens;
there was no hitch, for his resignation had been accepted, and he had
arranged with a friend to carry on till the new Vicar was appointed.
When they were gone he went back into the empty Church, and mounted to
the organ-loft. A little window up there was open, and he stood leaning
against the stone, looking out, resting his whole being. Only now that
it was over did he know what stress he had been through. Sparrows were
chirping, but sound of traffic had almost ceased, in that quiet Sunday
hour of the evening meal. Finished! Incredible that he would never come
up here again, never see those roof-lines, that corner of Square Garden,
and hear this familiar chirping of the sparrows. He sat down at the
organ and began to play. The last time the sound would roll out and echo
'round the emptied House of God. For a long time he played, while
the building darkened slowly down there below him. Of all that he would
leave, he would miss this most—the right to come and play here in the
darkening Church, to release emotional sound in this dim empty space
growing ever more beautiful. From chord to chord he let himself go
deeper and deeper into the surge and swell of those sound waves, losing
all sense of actuality, till the music and the whole dark building were
fused in one rapturous solemnity. Away down there the darkness crept
over the Church, till the pews, the altar-all was invisible, save the
columns; and the walls. He began playing his favourite slow movement
from Beethoven's Seventh Symphony—kept to the end, for the visions
it ever brought him. And a cat, which had been stalking the sparrows,
crept in through the little window, and crouched, startled, staring at
him with her green eyes. He closed the organ, went quickly down, and
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