George Laird passed the crisis of his illness that night, and in the
morning was pronounced out of danger. He had a splendid constitution,
and—Scotsman on his father's side—a fighting character. He came
back to life very weak, but avid of recovery; and his first words were:
“I've been hanging over the edge, Gracie!”
A very high cliff, and his body half over, balancing; one inch, the
merest fraction of an inch more, and over he would have gone. Deuced rum
sensation! But not so horrible as it would have been in real life. With
the slip of that last inch he felt he would have passed at once into
oblivion, without the long horror of a fall. So this was what it was for
all the poor fellows he had seen slip in the past two years! Mercifully,
at the end, one was not alive enough to be conscious of what one was
leaving, not alive enough even to care. If he had been able to take in
the presence of his young wife, able to realise that he was looking at
her face, touching her for the last time—it would have been hell;
if he had been up to realising sunlight, moonlight, the sound of the
world's life outside, the softness of the bed he lay on—it would
have meant the most poignant anguish of defraudment. Life was a rare
good thing, and to be squashed out of it with your powers at full, a
wretched mistake in Nature's arrangements, a wretched villainy on
the part of Man—for his own death, like all those other millions of
premature deaths, would have been due to the idiocy and brutality of
men! He could smile now, with Gratian looking down at him, but the
experience had heaped fuel on a fire which had always smouldered in his
doctor's soul against that half emancipated breed of apes, the human
race. Well, now he would get a few days off from his death-carnival!
And he lay, feasting his returning senses on his wife. She made a pretty
nurse, and his practised eye judged her a good one—firm and quiet.
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