“There’s but ae thing, as ye ken, sir, that I canna, and winna tell. To
haud my tongue aboot that is the ae particle o’ honesty left possible to
me! It’s enough I should have been the cause of the poor man’s sin; and
I’m not going to bring upon him any of the consequences of it as well.
God keep the doors of my lips!”
“We will not go into the question whether you or he was the more to
blame,” returned the parson; “but I heartily approve of your resolve,
and admire your firmness in holding to it. The time _may_ come when you
_ought_ to tell; but until then, I shall not even allow myself to wonder
who the faithless man may be.”
Isy burst into tears.
“Don’t call him that, sir! Don’t drive me to doubt him. Don’t let the
thought cross my mind that he could have helped doing nothing! Besides,
I deserve nothing! And for my bonny bairn, he maun by this time be back
hame to Him that sent him!”
Thus assured that her secret would be respected by those to whom she
was going, she ceased to show further reluctance to accept the shelter
offered her. And, in truth, underneath the dread of encountering James
Blatherwick’s parents, lay hidden in her mind the fearful joy of a
chance of some day catching, herself unseen, a glimpse of the man whom
she still loved with the forgiving tenderness of a true, therefore
strong heart. With a trembling, fluttering bosom she took her place
on the coach beside Mr. Robertson, to go with him to the refuge he had
found for her.
Once more in the open world, with which she had had so much intercourse
that was other than joyous, that same world began at once to work the
will of its Maker upon her poor lacerated soul; and afar in its hidden
deeps the process of healing was already begun. Agony would many a time
return unbidden, would yet often rise like a crested wave, with menace
of overwhelming despair, but the Real, the True, long hidden from her
by the lying judgments of men and women, was now at length beginning to
reveal itself to her tear-blinded vision; Hope was lifting a feeble head
above the tangled weeds of the subsiding deluge; and ere long the girl
would see and understand how little cares the Father, whose judgment is
the truth of things, what at any time his child may have been or done,
the moment that child gives herself up to be made what He would have
her! Looking down into the hearts of men, He sees differences there of
which the self-important world takes no heed; many that count themselves
of the first, He sees the last—and what He sees, alone _is_: a
gutter-child, a thief, a girl who never in this world had even a notion
of purity, may lie smiling in the arms of the Eternal, while the head
of a lordly house that still flourishes like a green bay-tree, may be
wandering about with the dogs beyond the walls of the city.
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