Domestic fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Widows -- Fiction
Mrs. Peyton, left alone, found it easier to continue her vigil by the
drawing-room fire than to carry up to the darkness and silence of her own
room the truth she had been at such pains to acquire. She had no thought of
sitting up for Dick. Doubtless, his dinner over, he would rejoin Gill at
the office, and prolong through, the night the task in which she now knew
him to be engaged. But it was less lonely by the fire than in the wide-eyed
darkness which awaited her upstairs. A mortal loneliness enveloped her. She
felt as though she had fallen by the way, spent and broken in a struggle of
which even its object had been unconscious. She had tried to deflect the
natural course of events, she had sacrificed her personal happiness to a
fantastic ideal of duty, and it was her punishment to be left alone with
her failure, outside the normal current of human strivings and regrets.
She had no wish to see her son just then: she would have preferred to let
the inner tumult subside, to repossess herself in this new adjustment to
life, before meeting his eyes again. But as she sat there, far adrift on
her misery, she was aroused by the turning of his key in the latch. She
started up, her heart sounding a retreat, but her faculties too dispersed
to obey it; and while she stood wavering, the door opened and he was in the
room.
In the room, and with face illumined: a Dick she had not seen since the
strain of the contest had cast its shade on him. Now he shone as in a
sunrise of victory, holding out exultant hands from which she hung back
instinctively.
“Mother! I knew you’d be waiting for me!” He had her on his breast now, and
his kisses were in her hair. “I’ve always said you knew everything that was
happening to me, and now you’ve guessed that I wanted you to-night.”
She was struggling faintly against the dear endearments. “What _has_
happened?” she murmured, drawing back for a dazzled look at him.
He had drawn her to the sofa, had dropped beside her, regaining his hold of
her in the boyish need that his happiness should be touched and handled.
“My engagement has happened!” he cried out to her. “You stupid dear, do you
need to be told?”
VII
She had indeed needed to be told: the surprise was complete and
overwhelming. She sat silent under it, her hands trembling in his, till the
blood mounted to his face and she felt his confident grasp relax.
“You didn’t guess it, then?” he exclaimed, starting up and moving away from
her.
“No; I didn’t guess it,” she confessed in a dead-level voice.
He stood above her, half challenging, half defensive. “And you haven’t a
word to say to me? Mother!” he adjured her.
She rose too, putting her arms about him with a kiss. “Dick! Dear Dick!”
she murmured.
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