Domestic fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Widows -- Fiction
“She imagines you don’t like her; she says she’s always felt it. And yet
she owns you’ve been delightful, that you’ve tried to make friends with
her. And I thought you knew how much it would mean to me, just now, to have
this uncertainty over, and that you’d actually been trying to help me, to
put in a good word for me. I thought it was you who had made her decide.”
“I?”
“By your talk with her the other day. She told me of your talk with her.”
His mother’s hands slipped from his shoulders and she sank back into her
seat. She felt the cruelty of her silence, but only an inarticulate murmur
found a way to her lips. Before speaking she must clear a space in the
suffocating rush of her sensations. For the moment she could only repeat
inwardly that Clemence Verney had yielded before the final test, and that
she herself was somehow responsible for this fresh entanglement of fate.
For she saw in a flash how the coils of circumstance had tightened; and as
her mind cleared it was filled with the perception that this, precisely,
was what the girl intended, that this was why she had conferred the crown
before the victory. By pledging herself to Dick she had secured his pledge
in return: had put him on his honour in a cynical inversion of the term.
Kate saw the succession of events spread out before her like a map, and the
astuteness of the girl’s policy frightened her. Miss Verney had conducted
the campaign like a strategist. She had frankly owned that her interest in
Dick’s future depended on his capacity for success, and in order to key him
up to his first achievement she had given him a foretaste of its results.
So much was almost immediately clear to Mrs. Peyton; but in a moment her
inferences had carried her a point farther. For it was now plain to her
that Miss Verney had not risked so much without first trying to gain her
point at less cost: that if she had had to give herself as a prize, it was
because no other bribe had been sufficient. This then, as the mother saw
with a throb of hope, meant that Dick, who since Darrow’s death had held
to his purpose unwaveringly, had been deflected from it by the first hint
of Clemence Verney’s connivance. Kate had not miscalculated: things had
happened as she had foreseen. In the light of the girl’s approval his act
had taken an odious look. He had recoiled from it, and it was to revive his
flagging courage that she had had to promise herself, to take him in the
meshes of her surrender.
Kate, looking up, saw above her the young perplexity of her boy’s face, the
suspended happiness waiting to brim over. With a fresh touch of misery she
said to herself that this was his hour, his one irrecoverable moment, and
that she was darkening it by her silence. Her memory went back to the same
hour in her own life: she could feel its heat in her pulses still. What
right had she to stand in Dick’s light? Who was she to decide between his
code and hers? She put out her hand and drew him down to her.
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