Saved from herself : $b or, On the edge of doomStirling, Adelaide
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Saved from herself : $b or, On the edge of doom
Stirling, Adelaide
American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Romance fiction
“Because I----” he hesitated. The truth, because she was so fair, would
be an insult.
“Never mind looking for a reason,” she said; and he saw that even her
lips were white.
“You did it, and that’s enough. If you will move your horse out of the
way I will go home.”
She shook from head to foot. He had kissed her, as a man kisses a girl
he has met alone at a music-hall, and she had kissed him like a nun who
kisses the cross.
Her voice cut, but something in it made Miles Cylmer take off his hat
and stand bareheaded before her.
“I won’t even ask you to forgive me.” His voice was low and sweet as
perhaps but one other woman knew it could be. “I behaved unpardonably.
Yet if you can believe me, I was so much more than glad to see you that
I--I forgot myself.”
“And me!” she interrupted with a hard little smile. “You remembered me
as a toy: you greeted me as one. If it is of any interest to you I may
tell you the toy is--broken!” She made a little gesture and turned away
without looking at him.
Cylmer, leading his horse, was at her side before she had taken ten
steps.
“Don’t go away like this,” he said, a shamed color on his tanned
cheek. “I deserve all you can say to me, and more. I only want you
to let me beg your pardon. I won’t”--his keen eyes very sweet, very
honest--“even ask you to forgive me.”
“It would be of no use if you did,” she returned quietly. “I never
forgave anything I had against any one in all my life. You were the
first person I ever knew who was kind to me, and now you have made me
sorry that you were.”
Her even, level voice had an implacable ring to it. Cylmer, disgusted
with himself, went off on a new tack.
“You looked so tired that night, and so childlike,” he said, with a
little pause before the last word. Ismay turned on him, her eyes full
of somber fire.
“You thought me some little milliner,” she cried superbly. “Yet you
treated me there like a lady, while to-day----” she shrugged her lovely
shoulders as though she were at a loss for words. Yet presently, as she
went on, her tone softened.
“I had run away that night. I had just come home from school and had no
dresses fit to wear. My mother had some one to dinner, and I was too
shabby to be seen. It was dull sitting alone, so I took all the money I
had and went out. The reason I was hungry was that I wouldn’t eat the
dinner that was sent up to me; it was horrid,” with a little laugh.
“But it was a mad thing to do; don’t you know that?” he said
wonderingly.
“I didn’t then; I do now.” Her self-possession had come back to her;
her smile had that indefinite womanly quality in it that had struck him
long ago, when he had been puzzled as to her age.
“You mean I have taught you this morning! Will you give me leave to try
and make you forget that?”
“You may never see me again.”
“I will if you do not move to another planet,” remarked Mr. Cylmer
deliberately, “or tell the butler you are never at home to me.”
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