Saved from herself : $b or, On the edge of doom — John Shaqi
Saved from herself : $b or, On the edge of doomStirling, Adelaide
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Saved from herself : $b or, On the edge of doom
Stirling, Adelaide
American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Romance fiction
“I cannot do either,” she said, with an indifference that he never
dreamed was imitation. “I have no butler, for one thing, and I don’t
mean to die if I can help it.”
“My dear little lady, I didn’t mean that.”
“Didn’t you? I do! I have a horror of dying.” She shivered suddenly, as
if neither the afternoon nor the quick blood in her veins could warm
her. “To die, and be put in the cold, damp earth, and not even know
the sun shone over your grave! I often think of it, just because it
terrifies me.”
“You have all your life to live first,” he said, with a wandering
glance at her. She piqued him with her changes of mood.
“Life is very amusing,” she observed calmly. “You see so much you are
not meant to see. Now I saw why you kissed me just now.”
Mr. Cylmer’s bronzed cheek showed a faint trace of red.
“I was an ungentlemanly beast,” he cried hotly. “Be kind and let us
forget it.”
Ismay looked at him, and once more her beauty startled him.
“Forget it, by all means--if you can!” she retorted. “But I don’t think
you will. Good-by, I am going home now.” And before he could speak she
had slipped through a gap in the hedge, which, she had seen as he came,
led by a short cut to Marchant’s Hold.
“But you haven’t even told me your name, or how you know mine, or where
you live,” Mr. Cylmer spoke to the empty air apparently, but a light
laugh, sweet as spring, answered him from the other side of the hedge.
“You can find out all those things by diligence,” returned a voice full
of mockery.
Mr. Cylmer scrambled hastily through the gap in the hedge, reins in
hand, and his horse’s head pushing through behind him.
“You’d better tell me,” he observed calmly. “I might tell, you know,
how you went to see the world one night.”
“Ah, but you won’t!” She was suddenly radiant, suddenly conscious that
nothing on earth would have bound him to her like that kiss. “You have
too much honor, Mr. Cylmer. Now, I have no honor at all. I could tell
my mother that you spoke to me without any introduction.”
He laughed, his eyes very sweet and kindly, as he said: “You won’t,
will you?”
“No,” she answered slowly, “and if you ever meet me it must be for the
first time. You won’t stammer and be surprised or anything, will you?”
“No, I think I can promise you that,” he said bluntly. “Only let me see
you; it was chaff, you know, about my telling tales.”
The girl looked at him with hard scrutiny, and as he met her eyes he
could have cut his hand off for this morning’s work. For her face was
strangely innocent, and pitifully young to be that of a girl who was
allowed to wander about by herself to a music-hall.
“My dear little lady,” he said slowly, “do you know that I can never
forgive myself? I don’t deserve your ever speaking to me or trusting me
again. And yet, I ask you to let me be your friend. Will you?”
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