Scheherazade: a London night's entertainmentWarden, Florence
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Scheherazade: a London night's entertainment
Warden, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century
“I have some astonishing notions for a girl, haven’t I?” she said
quietly. “But after all it is not so very surprising if you will
consider the facts a little. Here am I, a girl too plain, too
unattractive to be worshipped like my sisters, too proud to be married
for the only attraction I share with them, and not at all inclined to
do homage to a sex that prefers a beautiful wax dolly to--well, to a
faithful and intelligent dog.” There was no mistaking the bitterness
of her tone now, while the half resentful, half plaintive expression
of her eyes made her face at least interesting. “So I have had to
carve out a life for myself, with peculiar pleasures and peculiar
interests. I read and I study to an extent which would almost disgust
you perhaps; and I watch, and listen, and think until I know as much
of life and of the people I meet as Charlotte and Cicely know of their
‘points’ and the colours which suit their complexions.”
“I shall begin to be afraid of you,” said George.
“Why?” asked Ella, folding her hands and sitting up stiff and straight
as a school-teacher. There was a _jardinière_ full of pretty
flowering plants near the ottoman on which they were sitting.
Charlotte or Cicely would have taken the opportunity to lean forward
and play with or gather some of the blossoms, to show off their figure
and the pretty curves of their wrists. But Ella, when she chose to
talk, always became too much interested in her subject to have thought
for petty coquetries, and so she sat, with the calm intent face of a
judge, prepared to give an impartial, yet kindly, hearing to George’s
answer.
“Because you are so clever.”
“And so are you. But even if you were not, you would have no need to
be afraid of me. It would be as reasonable of me to be afraid of you,
because I know that if you liked you are strong enough to kill me with
one blow of your fist, as for you to think I would use my wits to do
you harm. One does not turn one’s strength against one’s friends.”
“That is true,” said George, touched by the girl’s tone. “Ella, why
won’t you marry me? Only two women in all my life have ever woke any
strong feeling in me: until this evening I could have said ‘only
one’--a little wild girl whose influence I dread, though I have only
met her twice. You will think me a weak fool, perhaps, but a woman,
however clever she may be, cannot in such a case judge a man. There
are influences at work in a man’s coarser nature that no sweet and
innocent girl could understand. To-night you have given me the first
glimpse I have ever been able to catch into the depths of your warm
heart and your noble mind; I see in you the type of all that is best
in women; and I know that if you would have me all that is best in me
would grow and expand until I might in time be worthy of the affection
of a good woman. Ella, will you try me?”
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